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HaibaneRakka

HaibaneRakka

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May 13, 2023
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If I where to decide to in the future a gun is not easy to get in Canada and I am very afraid of not being able to breathe I wanna just be able to think about methods and see if there are real options for me or not. I am going to try to fix things in the mean time the best I can but I wanna atleast feel like is a option also bonus points if there is a way that is quick so I dont need to think I am dying and have a chance to feel regret. I dont know what I want or need right now but I wanna know what I can do atleast.
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

Siin me kohtume siis, See on ju armastus hĂĽperbolo
Jul 19, 2026
571
Not recommending, but I myself had considered trains, jumping / falling off a tal building, or a bridge, and blood chokes, though I've come to terms with wanting to do fsh or drowning recently
 
nayomi

nayomi

only the truth will save us all
Jul 19, 2026
190
gun i guess the best
 
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korchoi

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May 15, 2026
47
I also have panic disorder, so I'm terrified that I might have a panic attack during the CTB. I'm so afraid because if I have to call for emergency help, I'd end up being taken to a psychiatric hospital.
 

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