While I was not "alone" per se, it still felt pretty lonely. At my elementary and highschool graduation, my parents are expecting friends will take pictures with me post-ceremony. At my elementary school graduation, barely anybody wanted to have pictures with me. I remember asking someone desperately asking them "Do you want to take picture with me?", and the answer was no. There are few after a few minute searches. It was not a good day at all for me. There are total of only 6 pictures with my friends.
In the post-ceremony of my highschool graduation, almost the same story happened. The difference was I was not desperately asking for pictures, instead I was finding my already few friends I've made. At the time, I don't know how to smile, so I look stupid AF. There are only total of 10 pictures with my friends.
Looking back at it, I'm a worthless person since I don't have a lot of friends. My parents are heartbroken since their boy is awkward and not sociable. I want to forget this, be forgotten and die.
