What's the loneliest thing you've ever done?

[Done at Fifty]

Wrapped my own Christmas presents and filled my own sock with things I already own and a box of chocolates. I love to wrap gifts, put up the tree and open things on Christmas morning. Unfortunately its just me and I don't have many people to buy gifts for. Last year I put inspirational quotes in some Christmas cards I bought at the dollar store and gave them to myself.

 

[so tired or manic]

Wrapped my own Christmas presents and filled my own sock with things I already own and a box of chocolates. I love to wrap gifts, put up the tree and open things on Christmas morning. Unfortunately its just me and I don't have many people to buy gifts for. Last year I put inspirational quotes in some Christmas cards I bought at the dollar store and gave them to myself.

this is exactly why I find a secret santa to join every year for the past 5 years. reddit and imgur always have one.

 

[AvaAdore]

Hands down going to a new school for 7th grade. I came from another school with a really small class of like 15 people in my class during 5th and 6th grade and had friends there. One other girl that was in my 6th grade class also went to the new school and turned against me because everyone else in my class despised me so she didn't want to be unpopular by being nice to me. I haven't thought about that in a long time but thinking back to it that's probably when I started being really depressed and having low self-esteem issues.

 

[Green Destiny]

I talk to myself everyday. But only when I know that i'm alone and no one else is around.

 

[Wayfaerer]

Play poker by myself.

 

[411esme]

Download an AI app and try to create myself a friend from scratch.

 

[purplesmoothie]

I was at community college in the summer and made a little stick house by myself to entertain myself I made no friends

 

[Tigeress Lost]

Walking around and around outside alone on my birthday with not one person having wished me last month

 

[ilovenightmares]

Been to a few concerts by myself, that's a good lonely though, not a sad lonely

Download an AI app and try to create myself a friend from scratch.

Guilty of this, however.

 

[so tired or manic]

Walking around and around outside alone on my birthday with not one person having wished me last month

happy belated birthday!

i haven't seen another human besides family and their friends and employees somewhere in over a year. it's been a very long time since I've made it past the acquaintance stage with anyone.

 

[whywere]

I too talk to myself 100% of the time. I have NEVER had any friends. People around me who wanted money..etc from me but not friendship.When my parents died they left me ZERO, and my brother and sister were/are set for life from my parents. My wife has cheated on me also from the getgo, so I talk to myself and people think I have problems. NOPE, they are the ones with problems.

 

[AllReturnsToNothing]

I posted in this thread already but I was just reminded of how I talk to myself whenever I'm alone. Which is most of the time. Including making referential humor that one would normally make with a group of friends. I'll even react whenever I tell a bad joke like someone else made it when I made the joke because I have nobody.

 

[FrostMonolith]

Disconnected (offline) from everyone I knew for 24 hours and did not converse with anyone I live with all together, not even taking in family meals.
More or less returning back to my past where I never know what a friend is.

 

[Cashewmilk]

Don't worry I have obnoxious family too, they're all robots and wageslaves, couldn't care less about them and they don't care about me, they can all go to hell, all 50+ of them tbh.

 

[eeyore9128]

Drive around aimlessly for hours hoping to come across something of meaning or just have my spirits lifted by something I came across (something beautiful, or thought provoking, or soul-stirring)..

Also: back when I was nocturnal I would stay up through the night and go for walks in the morning fog. It felt like a kind of limbo, and my mind was hazy from needing sleep..

 

[Lilmeowssi]

I cuddled myself to sleep.

 

[Exhausted1705]

Sat alone under the sink during breaks at work because nobody wanted to talk to me. I always end up being the lonely loser at any new place.

Text me if you want to talk
I was sad, crying, alone. I had to hug my gown for comfort

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

i held my own face in my hands and pretended they were somebody else's.

 

[Shero]

I put my hand on my chest to listen to the beating of my heart.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I've taken either a Lucina figure, doll, or framed portrait picture on dates. They're usually isolated places like candlelit dinners in my house or areas with beautiful scenery to view. Yeah, it's pathetic but I don't really mind.

 

[the-eternal]

talking to myself, i've resorted to having conversations with friends who i no longer have, as if they're actually there with me. sometimes i get too lost in the fantasy.

 

[waterbottleman]

I've taken either a Lucina figure, doll, or framed portrait picture on dates. They're usually isolated places like candlelit dinners in my house or areas with beautiful scenery to view. Yeah, it's pathetic but I don't really mind.

Not gonna lie, I laughed when I read this. Also your avatar pic helps.

But really from a lonely guy to another, I totally feel and sympathize with the loneliness. It is fucking brutal.

As for what is a lonely thing I've done? Uuh well I lost my virginity to a sex worker.

 

[Meditation guide]

As for what is a lonely thing I've done? Uuh well I lost my virginity to a sex worker.

Sorry but that made me laugh. I'm sure lots of people have done that. It must have been a very sad feeling to do that.

 

[waterbottleman]

Sorry but that made me laugh. I'm sure lots of people have done that. It must have been a very sad feeling to do that.

Depression has destroyed my sense of shame, so no actually it felt great losing my virginity. A huge weight was lifted off of my shoulders. She was even nice enough to give me a blowjob for free as well.

 

[Meditation guide]

Depression has destroyed my sense of shame

I know what you mean. Things with me are so bad that I let myself go terribly, something I never did before, without even caring.
If a sex worker did that for free she may have actually enjoyed herself btw.

 

[Sprite_Geist]

Exist. That's lonely enough.

 

[disabledandhopeless]

Made friendship bracelets for my plush toys

 

[mahakaliSS_MahaDurga]

i would play board games (like sorry or monopoly) by myself because no one spent time with me or would let me spend time with others

I did this too when I was a child.

 

[Deleted member 18655]

This. My Plan. I can't include anyone in real life and there's only so much comfort one can feel through a screen, no matter how well intended.

 

[Amumu]

One night I dreamt I was jerking off. Tru storyy