InterstateFlowers

InterstateFlowers

Experienced
Apr 16, 2020
236
Depression and loneliness is terrible and I wouldn't wish this fate with anyone. I love being friendly and kind because I don't wanna hurt anyone but I don't know how ask about hanging out with people. I have no friends and even though people are nice to me, I feel like society wants me to stay 5 feet away from me. So I'm always alone.

I went to a family gathering party during New Year's because I had to or else my dad would look bad and I love him a lot so I ended up going. I have cousins my age and everyone was way more successful than me and it just got into my head that I was a failure and and my older aunts and uncles were teasing me for playing video games at my age so I told everyone I felt a little sick and went to the guest room. I stayed there the whole time. The only one who cared to check up on me from time to time was my dad. I only went down to get food and drinks. Ended up celebrating New Year's with my animal crossing town on new leaf and whispered "happy new year's" to myself with it hit 12:00.

I also played pokemon on my birthday and cried because a pokemon game was the only thing to care to wish me happy birthday besides my family. I'm pathetic. :(
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you šŸ•Æļø Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
6,828
i would play board games (like sorry or monopoly) by myself because no one spent time with me or would let me spend time with others
 
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InterstateFlowers

InterstateFlowers

Experienced
Apr 16, 2020
236
i would play board games (like sorry or monopoly) by myself because no one spent time with me or would let me spend time with others

Finding how to play by yourself with multiplayer games sucks. I'm sorry.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you šŸ•Æļø Sometimes I'm stressed
Jul 1, 2020
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TotallyIsolated

Mage
Nov 25, 2019
590
I'm 37 and I still go on holiday (vacation) with my parents every year, because I have noone else to spend time with.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
6,914
I'm surprised this question even needs to be asked.

Attempt suicide is the loneliest thing I've ever done.
 
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Brick In The Wall

Brick In The Wall

2M Or Not 2B.
Oct 30, 2019
25,158
I'm surprised this question even needs to be asked.

Attempt suicide is the loneliest things I've ever done.
That's the epitome of it right there. You're completely isolated and can't tell anyone about it.
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
Hard to say. Everything I do is lonely.
 
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andy69

Experienced
May 23, 2019
292
I've been alone my whole life. I had some friends from time to time. But they weren't really friends. They just took advantage of me.
 
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WitheringAway

WitheringAway

Ima shake the champagne bottle...
Jun 23, 2020
404
Went to a restaurant and ordered for two. Got the other order out with me and gave it to the janitor and he refused to take it.
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
Spending Christmas by myself was pretty lonely, I never enjoyed Christmas in the first place but its meant to be about reuniting with loved ones.
 
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Deleted member 1465

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Jul 31, 2018
6,914
Spending Christmas by myself was pretty lonely, I never enjoyed Christmas in the first place but its meant to be about reuniting with loved ones.
I miss family Christmas. I've spent the past four years alone. But hey, I miss the dog most of all.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Sat alone under the sink during breaks at work because nobody wanted to talk to me. I always end up being the lonely loser at any new place.
 
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Shinkansen

Shinkansen

life is pain
Jul 14, 2020
615
a few years ago, for my birthday, I ordered a teddy bear on Amazon, packed with a gift box.
 
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NomadicWolf382

NomadicWolf382

I want to drift into the lucid dream, endlessly...
Jun 11, 2020
131
Spent a Thanksgiving by Myself at a cafe that was open in the city. I had just recently broke up with my 7 year olds mother the month before, and she was still refusing to talk to me. At the time, I still had custody of my other 2 children, and we lived with my parents. Despite the fact, I was told to leave early in the morning, and not come back till that evening, because I apparently would ruin Thanksgiving with my very presence. :(
 
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so tired or manic

so tired or manic

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2020
462
i was always craving people and having someone around for the longest time. this past year i've taken the time to learn about myself and learn to appreciate my company. at the very least when i go off the deepend over and over again i'm not hurting other people anymore. if only i could afford to become a hermit with really fast wifi.
 
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Pryras

Pryras

Last hope
Feb 11, 2020
451
Drive up a deserted path between the mountains at midnight and lay down in a ditch with a bottle of cheap vodka
 
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Abgrundanziehung

Abgrundanziehung

or Abi for short
Jun 24, 2020
216
Drive up a deserted path between the mountains at midnight and lay down in a ditch with a bottle of cheap vodka
That actually sounds really nice
 
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Taki

Taki

Specialist
Jul 30, 2019
319
Living in a shithole city is the loneliest thing I've ever done
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
Spend the whole of my life alone never could make friends. Now i cant be bother with people just given up on the hole human race.
 
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mathieu

mathieu

Enlightened
Jun 5, 2019
1,090
I talk to my dog like he understands.
 
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Mort

Mort

No use to know one
Feb 15, 2019
622
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InTheAirTonight

InTheAirTonight

I tried
Feb 29, 2020
475
Ate lunch alone every single day during university
 
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Lorntroubles

Lorntroubles

Photography by Haris Nukem.
Jan 19, 2020
3,095
Insulting AI and questioning their logic.
 
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Linda

Linda

Member
Jul 30, 2020
1,686
Sat alone under the sink during breaks at work because nobody wanted to talk to me. I always end up being the lonely loser at any new place.
Are you perhaps just introverted? Introverted people always find things like parties difficult. I'm introverted, and even though I had a very successful business career, I was never comfortable at large social gatherings. I forced myself to talk to people, because it was necessary to do so, but I really hated it. I have learned how to do it and how to give the impression that I am enjoying myself, but I still don't like having to make polite small talk in large groups of people. most of whom who I don't know and who don't interest me.
 
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wednesday

Member
Jul 15, 2020
9
sometimes id tell my family i was going to sleepover at a friends place but instead i went walking to the rich part of my country at night and just look at the skyscrapers since i find them pretty. i end up coming back home next afternoon and always immediately fall asleep
 
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Iwanttooffmyself

Iwanttooffmyself

Are we human beings or government property?
Sep 6, 2019
14
I drove to Colorado on a whim by myself once and stayed in the room the whole time I was there.
 
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Eren

Eren

Si hablas espaƱol mƔndame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
1,073
Sometimes I have gone to burger king just to have an excuse to go out and not be locked up 24 hours a day. (And reduce the feeling of loneliness)
 
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so tired or manic

so tired or manic

Arcanist
Jun 12, 2020
462
Sometimes I have gone to burger king just to have an excuse to go out and not be locked up 24 hours a day. (And reduce the feeling of loneliness)

I've done that with liquor stores. and I usually get booze out of it.
 
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Abgrundanziehung

Abgrundanziehung

or Abi for short
Jun 24, 2020
216
I talk to my dog like he understands.
He just might. Humans can be pretty dense sometimes. I talk to my bunnies. It helps that they nod their heads and wink like they understand, lol
 
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