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NoPoint2Life
Why is this so hard?
- Aug 31, 2024
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I mean besides here. Last year I made two attempts. Both were stupid, but the first one to this day the only one that knows is the therapist for my OCD that I had been seeing last year.
But for the second one I was found and ended up inpatient. To explain to the neighbors why an ambulance had come, my parents were honest with a few neighbors that inquired. I'm sure word spread like wildfire. I live in a complex with 25 houses and they are all nosy.
Then I found out that my parents told everyone they know. We luckily do not have a large family or many close friends but because so many people knew I was struggling with severe OCD and they ask about me, they ended up telling everyone. There was like one person in our extended family that she never mentioned it to, but we're pretty sure someone else in the family told them. I thought my dad would at least keep his mouth shut, but I overheard him two different times on the phone with friends talking about it.
On top of it, my mom even showed my note to four people. Her two closest friends and my two cousins. I still can't believe they had to make things more difficult for me.
But for the second one I was found and ended up inpatient. To explain to the neighbors why an ambulance had come, my parents were honest with a few neighbors that inquired. I'm sure word spread like wildfire. I live in a complex with 25 houses and they are all nosy.
Then I found out that my parents told everyone they know. We luckily do not have a large family or many close friends but because so many people knew I was struggling with severe OCD and they ask about me, they ended up telling everyone. There was like one person in our extended family that she never mentioned it to, but we're pretty sure someone else in the family told them. I thought my dad would at least keep his mouth shut, but I overheard him two different times on the phone with friends talking about it.
On top of it, my mom even showed my note to four people. Her two closest friends and my two cousins. I still can't believe they had to make things more difficult for me.