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Cryptonite

In the state of shock of what happened
Apr 30, 2022
723
Total nothingness, very similar to sleep, just devoid of any dreams & nightmares.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
This reality is in fact HELL!!! We have already died, been judged, and been sent here for punishment! When we die here we are just reincarnated/reborn back to this shithole. Repeat for all eternity...
No we don't
 
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NotSureToEndure

Professor of not a lot
Aug 17, 2020
114
I'd be down for nothingness.. Though I'm secretly hoping I get the powers of realtime google maps and I can just fly around watching the world go by.

I won't haunt anyone.. Honest!
 
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Mocon33

Member
Dec 15, 2021
90
For there to be a "you" a well functioning brain is required. We have all seen what happens when a brain is damaged, it's not really "you" anymore.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Nothing nothing nothing nothing lol
 
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Dear Agony

The Void
Jan 24, 2020
296
I don't know, but hopefully not yet another life. I've been leaning to start believing in reincarnation because of the influence of others and it's horrifying to me. I don't want there to be another life at all.
I feel like other options such as a hell of some sorts would be too flawed to be true (like there's no way of taking apart good and evil in some cases).
I wouldn't mind becoming a spirit of some sorts though, that's the theory I most like when it comes to something after death. I would like to see some peoples reactions when I die. But well, the alternative I've always liked most is that there is nothing after death because it's what resonates the most with me and brings me the most peace.
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
I hope this is the case but from the stuff I heard and witnessed I doubt this is the case sadly...
Pretty much nothing I believe. You just go to sleep and never wake up .
 
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Alex6216

Mage
Apr 19, 2022
539
Pretty much nothing I believe. You just go to sleep and never wake up .
No one truly knows. I have had my prayers answered when praying to the abrahamic God so I have a feeling the Abrahamical heaven and hell is the true afterlife
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
I hope this is the case but from the stuff I heard and witnessed I doubt this is the case sadly...
So what do you think? I say we are just flesh and bone nothing else
 
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Idontmatter

Just want it all to be over
Oct 25, 2021
647
No one truly knows. I have had my prayers answered when praying to the abrahamic God so I have a feeling the Abrahamical heaven and hell is the true afterlife
With my luck I'll probably burn in hell… lol. I'm gay so don't some of the religions saying I'm going to hell anyway? Lol
 
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CannotAnymore

Student
Apr 29, 2022
100
There is nothing. You die, that's it. Lights out, fade to black. No bright light, no heaven, no hell, no seeing your friends or family, no pain, so shame, nothing. It's just the end.
 
lyles

lyles

Student
Oct 13, 2021
142
I hope for reincarnation in a life of our choosing. With others who we choose. But I know that it's unlikely and simply my way of escapism.

Otherwise my guess is the same state as before our birth, our consciousness gone and our energy returning to the earth with the rest of our body.
 
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WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,429
I hope for reincarnation in a life of our choosing. With others who we choose. But I know that it's unlikely and simply my way of escapism.
I hope for that too, but then i look at this life and I am pretty sure the person in my previous life would not have chosen this one :/
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
The scary thing is we came here once it can happen again I'm not so sure I know I want nothing but I don't know
 
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MementoMori81

Member
May 1, 2022
87
Nobody really knows for sure; the closest there is are theories like reincarnation and nothingness, etc

I'll put myself down for Nothingness ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
I think I'm in your camp on this one.
I remember listening to an Alan Watts talk where he talks about death - if I remember correctly, in order to boost my courage for if/when I decide to exit - and he spoke about thinking back, and back, and back to his earliest memories and that, before that there's nothing, total blank.
Which then also reminds me of the Mark Twain quote;
"I was dead for billions of years before I was born, and never suffered the slightest inconvenience from it"

I'd say "how peaceful is that?" But even that would be incorrect, because in order to experience peacefulness, you need to be alive, to be conscious and able to experience it in the first place. It'll just be simply nothing at all. Forever, and for never, because I simply just won't be anymore. I actually find that thought quite calming, though.
Think how much time will pass that I won't even be aware of? It's like going to bed at night and having a dreamless sleep. Do you know the kind I mean? Where you seemingly blink and when you open your eyes again, it's morning. You remember nothing of the sleep, and it's as though the last, let's say, 8 hours, went in a fraction of second. So, as an experiment to put death into perspective - close your eyes, count to one....that's what forever would be like, except you wouldn't know about it.
Nothing happens, and it keeps not happening, forever 😮.

I'm not going to sleep tonight now thinking about this 😂
 
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MrShino

Student
Jul 8, 2021
141
From my research, and I've done alot, there seems to be an astonishing volume of reports from those who crossed the line and came back to suggest that there is something. People frequently tells about a blissful state of love, peace and freedom. Myself, as a believing Christian, belive in Heaven. It just doesn't make sense that this is all there is; there's gotta be more, and there is more evidence for this than for anything else it seems.

I think the reason many people would want for it to not be anything more, is because they view it in their current mental perspective; and a prolonging of existence seems hazardious if one considers it a prolonging of the current state; but if they would consider all their problems gone and being replaced by love, then I cannot see why we wouldn't want to experience it. :)
 
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CandyCane

Student
Mar 11, 2022
139
I don't know, but anything official frowns on suicide, so that gives me pause. I have a hard time believing in anything, though.
 
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SuicidallyCurious

Enlightened
Dec 20, 2020
1,715
My fantasy for life after death would be to live in a torture chamber. Inside the chamber would be people like Osama , saddam, Rumsfeld , George bush, hitler , etc.

Inside the chamber they would be tortured by me and others forever and ever and ever and ever. The tortures would be exquisite and endless and the people there would be reminded daily they can never leave and never die.
 
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lyles

Student
Oct 13, 2021
142
I hope for that too, but then i look at this life and I am pretty sure the person in my previous life would not have chosen this one :/
Sometimes I think about it like this- if in my old life I had a wholly different experience and thought that my current one would be interesting for some reason. (Living through interesting historical times, etc.). While they suck to live through, they may have seemed interesting out of context before I fully understood. But that is just something I tell myself, who knows if there is any truth to it beyond my hoping.
 
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eremito

Student
Sep 18, 2019
119
how reliable/unreliable are reports about near-death-experience for you? Upon dying, people can see their late relatives welcoming them and sense the presence of spiritual beings at their side.
Those reports are mostly quiet, peaceful and positive. Have you heard any reports about near death experience from a person who did CTB? Where they negative?
Most people saw lights and was travelling in a tunnel. But this is a Christian version of the story.
What experiences are reported by non-religious people: atheists, agnostics?
What experiences are reported by people who observe other religions than Christianity?
 
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MrShino

Student
Jul 8, 2021
141
how reliable/unreliable are reports about near-death-experience for you? Upon dying, people can see their late relatives welcoming them and sense the presence of spiritual beings at their side.
Those reports are mostly quiet, peaceful and positive. Have you heard any reports about near death experience from a person who did CTB? Where they negative?
Most people saw lights and was travelling in a tunnel. But this is a Christian version of the story.
What experiences are reported by non-religious people: atheists, agnostics?
What experiences are reported by people who observe other religions than Christianity?

For me, I reckon these reports to be some of the most reliable sources of what happens after death - as they really have had the death experience, but have come back from it. It gives me great comfort nonetheless. Many accounts are also from clinically claimed death. It seems that most experiences following from CTB does not differ from those happening due to other reasons (you can google "nderf.org +suicide to learn more). The lights (or the Light) and travelling in a tunnel seem to happen regardless of faith and as thus not a exclusively Christian version. I have not looked deeply into the differences from people of different walks of life to claim certain particularities of each. Many people meet Jesus, though, even atheists it seems. Something that might be considered abit strange as the Christian faith claim belief in Jesus to be a prerequisite for entering Heaven. Maybe people get a second chance of believing in an actual encounter in 'the last moment'?

Very often the reports include the message that 'it is not your time', hence their return, even if most really want to stay there on the other side.
 
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Doombox

Doombox

Who knows, who cares
Apr 7, 2022
376
For those interested in NDEs I recommend this book: The Buddha in Hell and Other Alarms: Distressing Near-Death Experiences in Perspective

And remember, it's NEAR death. Nobody comes back from being 100% dead.
 
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MrShino

Student
Jul 8, 2021
141
For those interested in NDEs I recommend this book: The Buddha in Hell and Other Alarms: Distressing Near-Death Experiences in Perspective

And remember, it's NEAR death. Nobody comes back from being 100% dead.

Doesn't sound very comforting, but the notion of 'in perspective' might actually be that? Those kind of experiences are in any case extremely rare.

Also people do come back from being 100% biologically dead, I don't know what other parameter you would make for it, but the biological vehicle we inhabit is completely shut down and the spirit leaves the body.
 
hanax.

hanax.

SI sucks
Oct 2, 2021
18
Reincarnation. A fresh start.
if this does happen, i hope i'd be given a better life. life where we'd love to live longer and less pain — less sufferings — we deserve that.
 
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MrShino

Student
Jul 8, 2021
141
I recommend reading this amazing NDE story happening after suicide;

Some sentiments about returning are striking;
'I had to go back; this was not my time.

I had no choice in this. It was not in mine to decide. It was in that being's power to send me back. That being had the power to return me to my life here. Whatever it was I needed still was more important than my need to escape my temporary misery. I had to believe this. There was nothing between us but truth.'


There seems to be a reason we are here, regardless of the misery and suffering we might have to endure; that it all serves a greater purpose that we cannot yet fathom. Your soul might need this troublesome life experiences for some grand reason we do not yet know.
 
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Mocon33

Member
Dec 15, 2021
90
Doesn't sound very comforting, but the notion of 'in perspective' might actually be that? Those kind of experiences are in any case extremely rare.

Also people do come back from being 100% biologically dead, I don't know what other parameter you would make for it, but the biological vehicle we inhabit is completely shut down and the spirit leaves the body
Clinical death (cessation of heart and breathing) is reversible, thats what someone is talking about when they say they came back from the dead. Brain death is not reversible, there is no coming back from that, even if the body is kept alive. NDE's are just that, the brain going crazy as it nears death, they don't tell us anything about actual death.
 
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The Disinherited

Member
Jul 17, 2021
65
Clinical death (cessation of heart and breathing) is reversible, thats what someone is talking about when they say they came back from the dead. Brain death is not reversible, there is no coming back from that, even if the body is kept alive. NDE's are just that, the brain going crazy as it nears death, they don't tell us anything about actual death.
Nope, there have been Brain dead patients with NDE's
 
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Mocon33

Member
Dec 15, 2021
90
Nope, there have been Brain dead patients with NDE's
Link? Not doubting you, I'm just interested. I suspect a lax definition of brain death was used, but I would love to read about it.
For those who are interested, an overview of brain death from the NHS:

 
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