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stupid trans guy

stupid trans guy

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After a post i saw, this started to really intrigue me.. im going to do more research but some websites and information show its a serious possibility! Heres some articles/forms i liked, lmk if you have thoughts, experiences, or research about this!! Lowk considering trying this out,







Some r definitely more linked to tramua, but even if this is extremely difficult, i love this idea, and find it super interesting!!

The post i had read was about someone meditating and having their life flash before them, feeling like they were slipping into death
Dunno why one says captcha, was from NIH tho! Please lmk if some arent working
After a post i saw, this started to really intrigue me.. im going to do more research but some websites and information show its a serious possibility! Heres some articles/forms i liked, lmk if you have thoughts, experiences, or research about this!! Lowk considering trying this out,







Some r definitely more linked to tramua, but even if this is extremely difficult, i love this idea, and find it super interesting!!

The post i had read was about someone meditating and having their life flash before them, feeling like they were slipping into death
Dunno why one says captcha, was from NIH tho! Please lmk if some arent working
Ou also the person who was the reason i looked this up was @CrowsFeather ^^ (please lmk if you can explain more what happened!! )
 
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soributton

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I'm not all that spiritual, but I think I've been doing something kind of similar. In the past I manifested some things for myself and recently I got to the point where I'm trying to manifest dying. I feel like nothing else I could possibly have could make me feel better.

And I think maybe its working? The past few days I've been experiencing a lot of pain in my chest to the point I can't focus on anything else and being out of breath. I just hope it happens soon lol im too lazy to go find a way to actually ctb
 
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The void stares back.
Sep 16, 2021
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After a post i saw, this started to really intrigue me.. im going to do more research but some websites and information show its a serious possibility! Heres some articles/forms i liked, lmk if you have thoughts, experiences, or research about this!! Lowk considering trying this out,







Some r definitely more linked to tramua, but even if this is extremely difficult, i love this idea, and find it super interesting!!

The post i had read was about someone meditating and having their life flash before them, feeling like they were slipping into death
Dunno why one says captcha, was from NIH tho! Please lmk if some arent working

Ou also the person who was the reason i looked this up was @CrowsFeather ^^ (please lmk if you can explain more what happened!! )
Um, I think I started to do this accidentally. Just shutting down physically and mentally after years of trauma and illness.

It's not a good thing. It's a slow and nasty way to go. And you can end up in a lot of pain along they way when you're no longer living but not yet dead.
 
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