worthIess
hello
- Dec 7, 2023
- 50
isn't it just fucking scary to think about? on an existential level. like, this is all we've ever known, will ever know, and will ever be able to comprehend. just the known universe and our 5 senses. so what happens when we stop perceiving? the idea of nothingness is terrifying, but at the same time it shouldn't. nothingness is absolute nothingness, not something perceiving nothingness (which isn't possible but ykwim) so therefore there is no "you" when talking about nothingness anyway. but how is it possible to just stop perceiving. i swear there has to be some sort of continued perception after death. what if we only "die" in this dimension/plane of existence but keep "living" in another? like our consciousness is tethered to somewhere else? idk. it's just impossible to really comprehend not living, perceiving, and experiencing as a human, with the 5 senses. it's terrifying. not necessarily the reason i haven't ctb'd yet though. hell, if anything i'm curious about it, enough to make me want to ctb even more. i'm really that desperate to experience something else at this point that i'm getting excited about hypothetical other dimensions and existences lol. honestly though, i hope this is all just a simulation, and it all ends after i die. and when i "wake up" i can simulate whatever i want. and i only simulated this life because i was bored. but that's a boring, modern, human theory of what could be after death. so probably not accurate. and i only desire it because it seems desirable to me, as a human, that exists at this moment. who knows what other kinds of experiences/existences are out there? and i don't just mean in this universe/plane of existence if you will. but anything, anything that could ever be. sorry, i'm insane
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