What would make you not want to CTB?

[calebzz1]

Hey guys, just wanted to know if something could be fixed in your life that would make you not want to CTB.

For myself, I would like to travel to before I got eye surgery and made my vision substantially worse.

 

[Rational man]

Theres nothing now because I have an incurable disease. But of course, If I were cured I would like to live but thats not going to happen.

 

[tronix]

I think that sooner or later I would feel it again. Even if now I can imagine some solutions (not gonna happen anyway), I know one day these thoughts will be back. It's not about fixing anything in my case.

 

[Deleted member 65988]

Nothing really, nothing that could be realistically done. If I had the answer then maybe I'd not be here right now.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

Money is my problem and can only be solved with money. If that problem was solved I'd not want CTB.

 

[MyChoiceAlone]

i want to care for another dog.i visited a pet shop near me the other day. luckily the person attending was a total cunt so i left

 

[theboy]

find the meaning of my life and my family

 

[mediocre]

if I didn't have any physical or mental pains.. or if I had a lot of people I could rely on like close family and friends and not be alone!

 

[manic-dream]

If I didn't have to take medication and if I had the money to travel and be independent

 

[divinemistress87]

A healthy brain

 

[KarmicRain]

Money is my problem and can only be solved with money. If that problem was solved I'd not want CTB.

i feel like money is about 70% of mine.

 

[pluscat]

Probably just leaving the country/going very far away from all those who've hurt me, but that simply isn't possible and even then, all of the things that have happened to me would haunt me forever.

 

[KarmicRain]

A healthy brain

that'd be nice. i hate mood swings so much

 

[divinemistress87]

that'd be nice. i hate mood swings so much

Me too they never stop

 

[Dark Moon]

I don't think their is any, my problems are not fixable like my Aspergers, age, genetics.

 

[3/4Dead]

A healthy brain

God, that'd be absoloutely sublime.

 

[Bannana]

maybe a long hug

 

[strangelife]

Just want to become healthy

 

[seawingclover]

if i felt loved i probably wouldn't want to CBT. everyone is sick of me

 

[FuneralCry]

Under no circumstances would I ever wish for something so repulsive and harmful as existence, I will always see existence as completely undesirable in every way possible but it's also evil as it's the source of all suffering and I don't wish to suffer in any way, I simply wish to permanently not exist.

To me existence itself truly is such a horrific tragedy that causes nothing but unnecessary problems, so much harm and senseless cruelty, all I see as beautiful is the permanent release from the abomination that is existence. I have no interest in the futile and torturous burden of existing as a human where one is slowly dying and waiting to die with no limit as to how much they can suffer in an existence that was completely unappealing in the first place. All that comforts me is death, I'd always see it as better that existence permanently disappears into nothingness as there are no disadvantages to the peace of an dreamless and eternal sleep.

 

[brokeandbroken]

Hey guys, just wanted to know if something could be fixed in your life that would make you not want to CTB.

For myself, I would like to travel to before I got eye surgery and made my vision substantially worse.

In no particular order:
1. A good job that provided my life with meaning and had upward mobility. I don't care about the starting position I just want to reach my potential. I'm not looking for a medicore life. I want to reach my potential.
2. Family reversing course and trying to help me. It's not about winning or losing. I hope we would win. But it's the fact they care about me to do it. It's about being loved. Something I have been shown the opposite of.
3. Justice for what happened to me in medical school and/or an opportunity to finish and become a doctor-oncologist.

There's probably others but this is what I could come up with for now.

 

[LittleCupcake]

If someone could undo everything trauma did to me, yeah it would be great. Im pretty sure I'd not be here if that was possible

 

[dragonofenvy]

Fix the past, and make me born neurotypical. A shame nothing can be done about it.

 

[terra.nuvo]

I think if I finished school and had a job that I feel isn't torture to be at I wouldn't want to ctb but then again I'm not really sure.

 

[ijustwishtodie]

Absolutely nothing. I'd wish to be dead no matter what

 

[waiting93]

Hey guys, just wanted to know if something could be fixed in your life that would make you not want to CTB.

For myself, I would like to travel to before I got eye surgery and made my vision substantially worse.

If I have no physical health problems I wouldn't want to die.

 

[Yazzerton]

Hey guys, just wanted to know if something could be fixed in your life that would make you not want to CTB.

For myself, I would like to travel to before I got eye surgery and made my vision substantially worse.

I would probably go back to before I lost my full ride scholarship. I kinda became a failure after that and I would like to not be a disappointment to everyone anymore.

 

[henry22]

In no particular order:
1. A good job that provided my life with meaning and had upward mobility. I don't care about the starting position I just want to reach my potential. I'm not looking for a medicore life. I want to reach my potential.
2. Family reversing course and trying to help me. It's not about winning or losing. I hope we would win. But it's the fact they care about me to do it. It's about being loved. Something I have been shown the opposite of.
3. Justice for what happened to me in medical school and/or an opportunity to finish and become a doctor-oncologist.

There's probably others but this is what I could come up with for now.

Tell us about what happened in medical school.

I would probably go back to before I lost my full ride scholarship. I kinda became a failure after that and I would like to not be a disappointment to everyone anymore.

How did you lose your scholarship?

 

[brokeandbroken]

Tell us about what happened in medical school.

I have written in the past here but I think it will be hard to find I'll put in a link on reddit that I wrote. If you don't have reddit I will try to find my post on here.

Here is my story

 

[Circles]

Never mind my health issues, but having a non-dysfunctional family that's not fucked up sure as hell would help a ton.