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sorrynormal

sorrynormal

Member
Apr 13, 2022
68
Having access to real pain management instead of being thrown antidepressants that don't work. Like how it was 10yrs ago before all of this media manufactured opiate hysteria.
 
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extremelytired1

Member
Dec 18, 2024
16
I've often thought about this. What would cause me to change my mind about ctb? If there were someone in my life who understood me and cared about me, I think I would change my mind - or at least make me thing twice.
Honestly, time, for most. Not giving the whole 'time heals all wounds,' but life usually finds a way. New circumstances, new people and new perspectives can do wonders for mental and emotional wellbeing. ❤️
Honestly, time, for most. Not giving the whole 'time heals all wounds,' but life usually finds a way. New circumstances, new people and new perspectives can do wonders for mental and emotional wellbeing. ❤️
I'd add, I'm suffering from neuropathic pain and it looks like it's here to stay, but I can talk from past experiences when I wanted to CTB, life just sort of changes and you'll be surprised to have made it out that dark place.
 
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ratvroomvrooms

ratvroomvrooms

Member
Apr 10, 2024
15
I don't think anything could. Maybe time? The deadline I set for myself isn't soon anyway, there's plenty of time for me to still consider against my choice. But living feels incredibly wrong for me, and going on feels invasive. I've received much love and care from others but the feeling doesn't seem to change. It'd be nice if it does, but I'm not really betting on it.
 
hereornot

hereornot

Freedom
May 16, 2024
274
The immediate availability of a time machine to be able to return to the point where everything was lost.

And the protection and distance from everyone who harms someone.
 
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LukaParrot

LukaParrot

Student
Dec 18, 2024
158
May seens cold but... just money. Just enough to live, take care of my birds, pay bills. Dont wannna fancy life, car.... just enjoy till i die with my little "kids".

I'm brain burnout, cant do what i did to earn life and my body is really tired and getting the pain of age.

Love is over, having a partner life at my age is not worth anymore, my time is over is this category.
 
roadkill111

roadkill111

Burial
Nov 25, 2024
259
I've often thought about this. What would cause me to change my mind about ctb? If there were someone in my life who understood me and cared about me, I think I would change my mind - or at least make me thing twice.
Nothing really to be honest
 
2messdup

2messdup

Enlightened
Feb 10, 2024
1,370
I've often thought about this. What would cause me to change my mind about ctb? If there were someone in my life who understood me and cared about me, I think I would change my mind - or at least make me thing twice.
Same exactly. But this hasn't happened in over 60 years so doubt it'll happen now. I am so horribly horribly lonely. The only person I've got is a mental health worker. And he's just doing his job.
 
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