What would be your last thoughts before ctb?

[Shivali]

Meine letzten Gedanken : LASS LOS

 

[starryeyedgemini]

I'll probably think how much better out my son would be without me. Once I die my house will be paid off and that he gets a trust fund to set him up for life which is more than I can do for him if I carry on living. I'll also probably think back to my ex and when I'll meet him in the next life. I know this makes me sound like a terrible person

 

[LeavingEarly]

I am preparing myself to face our reptilian overlords no matter what form they appear in to me. They will convince us to "go into the white light" and I will fight and be free of the forceful reincarnation. Don't go into the light. You are God. I am God,

What reptilian overlord's? I don't see any lizard aliens.

 

[lifetoldquickly]

happiness yet immense sadness

 

[Infinitespace_]

I would be thinking of my next life, dreaming about what kind of life I want

 

[NOloveNOpain]

I'd think I'd be okay knowing that in the eyes of God I didn't do anything wrong.

I've gone through being bullied for my weight. Having malicious lies told about me, an eating disorder and my ex wife having an affair.

I just wish I could have the courage to stand up for myself.

 

[Seeking_Peace]

This better work.

 

[EndIsNigh]

Almost certainly, regret and the activation of self-preservation / survival instinct. I'm terrified I'll botch it in the 5 minutes before the effects of the N kick in. I truly envy anyone who is able to do it without experiencing instant regret..

 

[Solo]

fuck I wont get to smoke anymore cigarettes

 

[_RustyLeaf321]

Bittersweet thoughts. Sorrow for my family, sorrow that it had to come to this and relief that it is over.

I think i'd feel just like you+praying to not end in a worst place

 

[doomedtolive]

Please don't let me come back to this world again.

unless i'm a silly little cat or worm or something. i wanna be ignorant enough to not know how horrible it is

 

[Little_Suzy]

Shit! What will happen now?

 

[Gabberflastic]

I would spend my last minutes reminiscing on my life and all the failures and disappointments I have experienced. That would make it very easy to committ

 

[Shiva_Story]

appreciation for all the good things and the bad, the memorable and what made me grow as a soul while staying present and excited about moving on from this world to the next.

 

[my_sundown]

I would avoid thinking about it and just try to get it over with. I suppose it will be focusing on something like the beauty of the nature that surrounds me.

 

[nembutal]

regret, guilt, shame

 

[leavingthesoultrap]

Sorrow, anxiety, relief that the suffering is ending. Hoping that my soul will merge with the source and never reincarnate again.

 

[sensenmann]

too bad it has to end this way, at least I tried.