Discussion What will your final thought be as you CTB?

[BasqueClown]

"I have the right to die, fuck you society"

 

[TG_]

if I am going to do it I would do it deep in a big forest somewhere that I would not be found for ages just somewhere really remote and I would be thinking about the beauty of nature I would be thinking of the wolves and everything I love about them

 

[nazuazuku]

Not being able to stay around until someone's next birthday, I guess. But, of course, that's just a part of me trying to convince myself to stay alive. After all, for as long as the people I know are alive, they'll all have next birthdays, haha. It's just a stupid thought.

 

[maybemonday]

"see, I told you I wasn't faking it"
In all seriousness I hope I am happy in my last moments

 

[sorrowful]

tht im finally free

 

[itsallpointless]

Hopefully a sense of peace and relief

 

[Cryptonite]

I'd say it's important to zone out. To approach it almost like a robot. Every thought and emotion is distracting from the goal.

 

[heartbroken12]

My beloved

 

[BrutalWorldNot4me]

It's a miracle. Grew 5"11 6
'1 and My spine is fucked. Nobody can help and specialists take ages. if I can ever get my hands on SN it sounds amazing man. Pain sucks.

 

[Linda]

Probably "I feel nice and warm." That's how you feel when hypothermia is taking hold. (Some people who have died that way seem to have actually felt too hot, and have been found naked, or only partly clothed, presumably because they felt they needed to cool down.)

 

[DarknessAndDespair]

Relief

 

[catastrophix]

I actually had a vivid dream about this where I shot myself and fell to the ground, exclaiming "Thank God! Finally!" Needless to say, I was not happy when I woke up. I think my last thoughts would be the same IRL— Assuming I go the way I want to.