Discussion What's your ctb method?

[fedup1982]

I'm running out of options. Tried and failed many, and many others are just too risky probably. Unless I can get euthanised I'm not sure I have any good options. I'm terrified about jumping at beachy head because of the few percent chance of lying at the bottom in agony, and even worse, then being saved

 

[evilblondegirl]

I'm almost ready to CTB and planning for an overdose. Can't bring myself to hang myself, far too much of a chicken for that, and don't want it to be too traumatic for the person that finds me.
I've read a lot about people suggesting SN but I don't know how to use it any effect. Any advice???
I'm in the UK so cannot get firearms, so I plan to use Oramorph (liquid morphine), upto 300ml, mixed with 100x tramadol (50mg), and 60x codeine (30mg). I also take a regular betablocker and will have approx 40 of these to add. I have read that overdose is most effective when mixing the drugs, and the effect of these particular ones should result in the lungs and heart stopping. I have an anti-sickness med that I will take in advance of my CTB mixture, settle in my car and hopefully drop off for the long sleep.
Not that I am telling anyone what to do, simply sharing what I plan to do and responding to the post. I can't afford for it not to work so going heavy on the mixture. Four weeks and counting. Best wishes to all.

Ngl bro unless you already have respiratory issues this is most likely not gonna work and just make you puke because I tried this but on the other hand my bf overdosed on accident but I think fentanyl has to be involved you might just go to bed wake up and barf everywhere like I did tho