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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
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I'm going to attempt to finally ctb tonight, I've written notes , made a placement for things . Set up my wishes for my remains and my funeral all that's left is to finally ctb.

I want to thank you all for being a great community for people who are struggling and being a resource for both recovery and for ending things.
I hope everyone of you finds the peace you've been looking for .
Farwell to you all
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
I hope tonight goes as planned and is peaceful
 
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ForestGhost

ForestGhost

PFP by user ropeburns&migranes
Aug 25, 2024
270
Let Down is a beautiful track

Wish you all the best no matter what happens
 
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darksouls

darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I wish you the best, hope you find relief from suffering 🫂:heart:
 
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1wayout

New Member
Aug 15, 2025
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wishing you all the best, I hope you find peace <3
 
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Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
Why is killing myself so fucking hard ... smh
 
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gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
721
It's that damn SI, give it the slightest chance and it can overcome anything. Usually a good thing for the species but makes things tough on those of us who want to ctb. Does this mean you decided to try again at a later date?
 
EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I'm sorry for the difficulties you have experienced, both in this life and while trying to end it~ :( it truly is so hard~ >_< if you remain stuck here for a while longer, I hope that things may get better for you~ :)
 
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Unicron

Unicron

Member
Oct 28, 2021
92
It's been lovely meeting you. I hope you finally find what you're looking for. Remember there's no shame if you can't go through with it. We're all here to support you.
 
Jisatsu

Jisatsu

黒い薔薇(The Black Rose)
Jan 5, 2025
2,012
It's that damn SI, give it the slightest chance and it can overcome anything. Usually a good thing for the species but makes things tough on those of us who want to ctb. Does this mean you decided to try again at a later date?
I'll try all day
I ended up having a seizure after so many back to back attempts , it going to rest and try once more later today .
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best, I hope you find the relief you search for.
 

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