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Yeah21

Yeah21

New Member
Jul 20, 2026
1
Hello everyone, im fairly new to all of this, but anyways, how are all of you motivated to kill yourselves? I am very mentally weak when it comes to ctb because i feel like i still have a lot to give in this world but i also always feel shit almost every single day, so what type of mentality do you actually have or do you just desire to end it?
 
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fluorescentpearl

fluorescentpearl

waiting on the other side for my beloved💜
Jul 19, 2026
205
The knowledge that when I'm gone I get to be with my beloved uninhibited by this body 💜

Welcome to sasu! I hope uu find peace and community
 
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3rdworldsadness

Can you ever stop the suffering?
Dec 22, 2024
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That I'm in mess and the death is the only logical way to get out of here. After death I will return to nothingness, peaceful dimensions..
 
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Ben 111

Experienced
Apr 29, 2026
290
The fact that I don't belong in this world and I yearn for home..life exhausts me so much.im introverted and I feel like I don't belong here
 
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Cepheuss

Experienced
Apr 17, 2023
238
Theres so much that makes me suicidal but the main thing ill focus on is when i failed my first serious attempt i called my friends, i made albums on my phone of our photos together theyre my reasons to stay and since then ive lost all of them and that was only 3 months ago. Atleast i got two of them back but fuck man they were my reasons to stay they were who i called when i failed and then they all fucked off or fucked me over or i fucked them overits all just wrong nothings felt real since. Last time i attempted i just watched one of those videos ur photo album makes of me and my old best friend that pushed me enough
 

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