What motivates you to end it

[brokennsad]

No you don't because physical chronic pain get your emotional and mental pain. They are linked.

I sorta agree, but u can take meds 4 chronic physical...my emotional n mental pain makes me want to crawl out of my skin 24/7. Meds can't wipe out my trauma in my head.
Too mentally tired to live

 

[fitoo5999]

I sorta agree, but u can take meds 4 chronic physical...my emotional n mental pain makes me want to crawl out of my skin 24/7. Meds can't wipe out my trauma in my head.
Too mentally tired to live

No all the time, the chronic physical pain cannot be managed all the time by meds and I am well aware of it.

 

[Die.A.Ria]

That i wont have to struggle anymore and i dont like the feeling of living tbh theres no point

 

[brokennsad]

No all the time, the chronic physical pain cannot be managed all the time by meds and I am well aware of it.

Sorry you're experiencing that. I would change places with u in a heartbeat if I could

 

[fitoo5999]

Sorry you're experiencing that. I would change places with u in a heartbeat if I could

Thanks, I am really sad. Did not think I'll have to go that early.

 

[sotomie]

Hello everyone, im fairly new to all of this, but anyways, how are all of you motivated to kill yourselves? I am very mentally weak when it comes to ctb because i feel like i still have a lot to give in this world but i also always feel shit almost every single day, so what type of mentality do you actually have or do you just desire to end it?

Welcome to SaSu.

For me, I'm exhausted and fed up with the world. I don't seem to have whatever it is everyone else has - drive, ambition, the constant hunger to become more. It's the expectation that I should always be striving for something bigger, having to constantly justify my existence through career, marriage, wealth, etc. Simply just existing will never be enough. Capitalism does not measure your happiness or whether you've done good or not. Almost every conversation eventually circles back to achievement, not kindness, not integrity, not whether you've become someone people enjoy being around.

 

[Agnes Tachyon]

not the main reason, but what has been bothering me lately is how shitty and disgusting humans are.

 

[Manfrotto99]

Lack of finances - can't afford a decent roof over my head, can't afford to have a pet or garden, can't afford to live in safety, can't afford to join in activities others take for granted, can't afford to plan ahead...basically can't afford to live and have some quality of life.

 

[VanillaCake]

Welcome to SaSu, I'm sorry life circumstances have brought you to this place I hope you'll manage to find some peace of mind on here.

The prospect of eternal peace is my main motivation. No more pain. Just nothingness. I also think that my loved ones will be significantly better off without me.

 

[quietpill]

Hello everyone, im fairly new to all of this, but anyways, how are all of you motivated to kill yourselves? I am very mentally weak when it comes to ctb because i feel like i still have a lot to give in this world but i also always feel shit almost every single day, so what type of mentality do you actually have or do you just desire to end it?

Pretty much the opposite. I'm a socially awkward retail worker who struggles in genuine conversations, can't maintain relationships of any sort, has no goals or dreams in the modern world nor the momey to get better or achieve more broadly. I'm a waste of space and tazpayer money, who would do more harm than good to any interpersonal relationship, if not simply be the more embarrassing half.

 

[zxcvbn3857]

Knowing that my pain will be gone

 

[Grinchy]

Being weak in other aspects of life has led me here. So this is sort of my final act of strength. Btw Hey fellow newbie.

 

[X-sanguinate86]

Having to constantly try to manage the crooked behaviour of almost every human I have to have any professional/commercial dealings with is not a world I want to be in.

 

[Grinchy]

For me, it's how I always seem to mess up anything good that happens to me. I try to elevated but now I'm just exhausted. I want out

 

[StupiderJuniper]

being raised in a shitty almost cultish environment with close to no support or therapy afterwards, shitty family, a few other things which has kinda just permanently ruined me. also the financial troubles i've been experiencing has kinda crushed my will to live even further. i wish i was normal or healthy, but even if i wanted therapy i couldn't afford it. i'm really tired of it all.

 

[valar_morghulis21]

I remind myself that all men must die, or Valar Morghulis from A Song of Ice and Fire. That book series is actually perfect in depicting how futile and meaningless life is. Things happened before and during me, and will continue after my long death. No one really matters in this universe. I truly believe being born against my will, and gaining consciousness is the worst thing can happen.