FrankieVallie
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- Jul 24, 2020
- 49
12 years old. Was getting bullied horribly in 7th grade in a "Christian" school. I thought that because the people there called themselves Christians, they would have some minimum level of decency and respect. I couldn't have been more wrong. Came home every day after getting bullied to parents who were angry at me since I was a "wimp" for showing any kind of emotion. Never was able to have a genuine conversation with them after that. I was suffering alone, and studied for hours and hours every day to distract myself from the pain. No friends or relatives to talk to. Life was just a dreary monotony of school, studying, pain, and loneliness. It hasn't changed since them. I genuinely thought of using a microwave oven transformer to electrocute myself, and almost did it multiple times. I regret that I didn't end it then and there.