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What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 291 73.3%
  • Other

    Votes: 106 26.7%

  • Total voters
    397
Bitterly_Nostalgic

Bitterly_Nostalgic

to me, my x-men
Apr 8, 2026
57
I finally told my family how bad I've gotten over these past several months and they're assisting me with seeking out help. My desperate wish for the remainder of 2026 is for it to work out. I'm so damn tired of feeling this way.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,637
It's good that you were able to talk about it... I wish you a speedy recovery.
 
eyenumbing

eyenumbing

im starting to get desperate
Aug 17, 2024
39
death
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
123
Dying has been on my wishlist for the last 3 years ): this year, we will make it happen for sure.
 
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gardenhouse

Arcanist
Mar 26, 2026
437
Die peacefully
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,637
Mourir figure sur ma liste de souhaits depuis 3 ans :( Cette année, nous allons le faire, c'est certain.
Same
2023 2024 2025 non sucré
Goal 2026
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,637
I want to die 🤤☠️☠️🤗
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,637
Other votes ?
 
nosense-user

nosense-user

Death is my salvation
May 19, 2026
65
Death
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
361
Death asap I've been in agony for the last 3 years and in poor health and chronic pain for over 20 years
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,637
troubled_puppet

troubled_puppet

she/her
Apr 29, 2026
40
i voted other.

learn to drive. get my education. make a difference. make sure my parent is safe and happy.

been fighting these ideations so bad last six months.

i thought this year would be the year. stuff came up. hope is stupid. it's one dumb small thing. but it's here. we will see how long it lasts. take care everyone.
 
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Zaphkiel

IDK
May 13, 2023
330
be happy or die trying i guess.
So i voted other
 

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