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What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 278 73.7%
  • Other

    Votes: 99 26.3%

  • Total voters
    377
Bitterly_Nostalgic

Bitterly_Nostalgic

to me, my x-men
Apr 8, 2026
56
I finally told my family how bad I've gotten over these past several months and they're assisting me with seeking out help. My desperate wish for the remainder of 2026 is for it to work out. I'm so damn tired of feeling this way.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,372
It's good that you were able to talk about it... I wish you a speedy recovery.
 
eyenumbing

eyenumbing

Lemonade by AESPA out on May 29th!
Aug 17, 2024
37
death
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
92
Dying has been on my wishlist for the last 3 years ): this year, we will make it happen for sure.
 
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gardenhouse

Specialist
Mar 26, 2026
332
Die peacefully
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,372
Mourir figure sur ma liste de souhaits depuis 3 ans :( Cette année, nous allons le faire, c'est certain.
Same
2023 2024 2025 non sucré
Goal 2026
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,372
I want to die 🤤☠️☠️🤗
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to kill myself
Oct 25, 2020
2,372
Other votes ?
 
nosense-user

nosense-user

hanging myself on june 9 2026
May 19, 2026
29
Death
 
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urgent

Why do I have to suffer unbearably! HELP PLEASE!
Dec 6, 2025
242
Death asap I've been in agony for the last 3 years and in poor health and chronic pain for over 20 years
 

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