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What is your wish for 2026?

  • Die

    Votes: 147 69.7%
  • Other

    Votes: 64 30.3%

  • Total voters
    211
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
God just kill me

Last votes?
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,364
Today is the last day of 2025 (or even 2026 depending on where you are in the world, but I'm in the US) so to answer the thread's question, I voted for other. This is because while I ultimately wish for death, it just depends on the circumstances that follow early 2026. If things goes well, I may just cope, but if not, then I'm on the path towards CTB'ing.
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
It miss 4 votes to have 200 votes before Tomorrow
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Last votes? It miss just 2 to have my 200
Before midnight
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Oui, 200 votes ! Un grand merci ! 🤩🤩🤩🤩🤩
But you can vote Always
 
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
Up
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Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
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TimingOut

☁️
Sep 7, 2025
162
I am doomed, whatever.
 
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Dawnfang11

Dawnfang11

Fate calls to us all
Dec 21, 2025
57
I wish for the courage to step into that noose in the early hours of the new year o7
 
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Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,891
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TimingOut

☁️
Sep 7, 2025
162
Today is the last day of 2025 (or even 2026 depending on where you are in the world, but I'm in the US) so to answer the thread's question, I voted for other. This is because while I ultimately wish for death, it just depends on the circumstances that follow early 2026. If things goes well, I may just cope, but if not, then I'm on the path towards CTB'ing.
It means how significant it is to have the button ready in hand, the methods (Plan A and Plans B C D), materials, death notes and death poem, a will, etc. Actually a lot of prep.s
 
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Morte

Morte

Specialist
Nov 23, 2023
397
i dont want to go past 30, so i really want to die. quick and clean
 
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Mint Floss

Mint Floss

Member
Dec 11, 2025
36
Just for something to change...
Anything...
I know it won't, I've been living the same awful day since I was born, and I'm starting to realize how stupid it was to think I could escape
 
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