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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
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N, I can't get it though.
 
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LittleJem

Visionary
Jul 3, 2019
2,485
I have amityptiline can't spell it though. I'd probably rather have N and also considering CO.
 
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WFJ74

Student
Aug 18, 2020
150
I've been wavering around on my preferred. Originally was going to do charcoal, got all the stuff, but its so time consuming I got thwarted several times just trying to get it set up. So I switched to SN, got that and some of the other meds needed but I'm going to try the night-night method first and use the SN as a fallback.
 
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iftheworldwasending

iftheworldwasending

My prayer is that when I die, all of hell rejoice.
Sep 26, 2020
129
jumping. there is a bridge that's high enough a little over 10 hours away. just need to plan everything first.
 
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LurkerMcGee

Member
Aug 22, 2020
20
Well, it was going to be butanediol, but it's been removed from the the normal sites. I don't have any desire to purchase things off the darknet. I guess I'm just waiting on the DeBreather. I'm bummed I missed BDO by like a week, but that's typical of my luck.
 
BridgeJumper

BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
1,194
Bridge 40 meters high
5 meters of rope
Jump
 
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TheSomebody

TheSomebody

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Sep 28, 2020
283
A shot in the temple, but since I have no weapons, I am seriously considering jumping out of my building or hanging myself. These are the only means i have.
 
death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Full suspension hanging or severing the carotid artery
 
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исчезающий

Member
Aug 24, 2020
25
The classic hit by a train, but I think it would hurt to do a lot
 
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BridgeJumper

The Arsonist
Apr 7, 2019
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oblivion_seeker

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Sep 27, 2020
26
Ideally a gun to the head or jumping, both of which are kinda unattainable as I live in the UK and don't think I could ever find the courage to jump
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
I'm going with SN and that's also the method i prefer, i think N is nice too.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
i almost had this on 1200 mg of trazodone but si led me to the hospital ):
my heart rate was below 40 and blood pressure super low, if i had stayed in bed and passed out i wouldve slipped into a coma and died peacefully from my heart slowing in my sleep
I haven't heard about ctb from trazodone before. How did you feel when you were like this? weak or dizzy?
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
A shot in the temple, but since I have no weapons, I am seriously considering jumping out of my building or hanging myself. These are the only means i have.
Allow me to ask how deep would you fall?

It should be 100 meters to be sure.
 
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TheSomebody

TheSomebody

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Sep 28, 2020
283
Allow me to ask how deep would you fall?

It should be 100 meters to be sure.


I think it's over 100 meters. I will go up to the roof of the building and jump.
 
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voyager

voyager

Don't you dare go hollow...
Nov 25, 2019
965
Well, preferred method would be instant. Ideally a gun and falling into a noose, but maybe unobtainable. Second method would be guillotine or some sort of decapitation, but I don't live alone. So, will probably end up with SN.
 
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Meditation guide

Meditation guide

Always was, is, and always shall be.
Jun 22, 2020
6,089
I'm going to end up dying in agony in a hospital or on a ventilator in the coming couple of years or less, or dying from melanoma sooner than that, and leading up to that is going to be bad from a health standpoint. Or if I get covid it will happen sooner.

I wish I could not die those ways.
 
LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
I'm going to end up dying in agony in a hospital or on a ventilator in the coming couple of years or less, or dying from melanoma sooner than that, and leading up to that is going to be bad from a health standpoint. Or if I get covid it will happen sooner.

I wish I could not die those ways.
What is stopping you from ctb ?
 
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beforeyougo

beforeyougo

Member
Sep 24, 2020
19
Ideally? A SIGSW to the head with some Aspirin to prevent clotting, and either a long fall from a building, or fall into a noose to cause internal decapitation.

Just looking to be certain the job gets done! :)
 
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hoffnungstod

hoffnungstod

Student
Jan 3, 2021
122
Carbon monoxide. Seems to be painless and effective.
 
Bulldogbitch

Bulldogbitch

Lifes a bitch, so am I
Feb 12, 2020
85
I have amityptiline can't spell it though. I'd probably rather have N and also considering CO.
It's peaceful and quick if you get it right. I think if a person concerned hasn't called an ambulance I would have died. Empty stomach and you'll be in bed after 30-40 minutes
 

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