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Ideally I'd like to completely destroy my brain, with a shotgun or an explosive. More realistically it'll probably be an opiate overdose and maybe hypothermia.
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i almost had this on 1200 mg of trazodone but si led me to the hospital ):N but I'm paranoid as fuck it won't work even if I got my hands on some after that last thread. So frustrating.
If it's THAT important to have the illness excuse to the family, would it not be possible to fake it ? I mean, if you told them you had cancer, would they ask for proof ? You then go on to ctb and can even write in the letters that it was "due to terminal disease".My absolute ideal would be to qualify for assisted suicide and die in a clinical setting. My family and friends would be accepting of it if its due to illness. I'm not sure that I believe in God or the success rate of thinking positively (it certainly hasn't helped my life) yet I still pray and plead every night for a terminal illness to set the ball rolling.
If it's THAT important to have the illness excuse to the family, would it not be possible to fake it ? I mean, if you told them you had cancer, would they ask for proof ? You then go on to ctb and can even write in the letters that it was "due to terminal disease".
Inducing unconcious and falling through the use of like a backpack or something similar to pull my body over the edge once I'm asleep
I've thought of somewhere remote at night and or using a blindfold.Suddenly falling from a height doesn't seem so bad. Just this morning I was wondering if wearing a blindfold would help. Man, things change fast.
I tell you what having a blindfold isn't such a bad idea. I think the only downside is that you'll have to go in the right direction for it to work.I've thought of somewhere remote at night and or using a blindfold.
Even rolling rather than jumping off a cliff edge
That sounds like a nice way to take away a lot of the fear and hesitation. But...pardon me for asking, don't you want to try and land on your head when you fall? I haven't really researched jumping but it seems like that's the goal for a more guaranteed death. It would be hard to orient yourself to fall head-first with a blindfold on. :(Suddenly falling from a height doesn't seem so bad. Just this morning I was wondering if wearing a blindfold would help. Man, things change fast.
don't you want to try and land on your head when you fall? I haven't really researched jumping but it seems like that's the goal for a more guaranteed death. It would be hard to orient yourself to fall head-first with a blindfold on. :(
True, true. Thanks mate.I had Beachy Head in mind (I'm not in the UK though). With a height of 162 metres, the result should be death on impact. Maybe it would be different if you were to just step off the edge instead of take a leap.
Basically this. Though I have yet to figure out how I could get my hands on SN.SN is my preferred method. Second is probably partial or full suspension hanging.
That's my preferred methodTrue, true. Thanks mate.
I suspect as long as you choose the correct spot Beachy Head would be guaranteed death no matter how you went over ,there are plenty of accidental deaths there where people have simply slipped or stumbled over the edgeI had Beachy Head in mind (I'm not in the UK though). With a height of 162 metres, the result should be death on impact. Maybe it would be different if you were to just step off the edge instead of take a leap.
Prolly opioids od or inert gas.
If nothing else works, I'll put on my headphones and listen to Justin Bieber on repeat for about a week ... that should kill anything that has a beating heart.