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meerpasta

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Jan 29, 2020
55
Ideally I'd like to completely destroy my brain, with a shotgun or an explosive. More realistically it'll probably be an opiate overdose and maybe hypothermia.
 
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rt1989526

Paragon
Aug 2, 2020
935
N but I'm paranoid as fuck it won't work even if I got my hands on some after that last thread. So frustrating.
 
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minkymomo

minkymomo

questioning
Aug 3, 2020
17
N but I'm paranoid as fuck it won't work even if I got my hands on some after that last thread. So frustrating.
i almost had this on 1200 mg of trazodone but si led me to the hospital ):
my heart rate was below 40 and blood pressure super low, if i had stayed in bed and passed out i wouldve slipped into a coma and died peacefully from my heart slowing in my sleep
edit: i meant to reply to the post about dying in ur sleep oops lol
 
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flank

genetic trash
Aug 31, 2020
40
total suspension + morphine (to ensure there is no pain)
 
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Shades of Grey

Shades of Grey

Student
Jun 17, 2020
183
My preference would be N, by a long shot... but since I'm not comfortable with obtaining it via illegal means, I'll likely be using amitriptyline. Have already obtained it.
 
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adios

Member
May 13, 2020
61
I wish I could get N so bad, but I'll probably go with SN or possibly partial suspension.
 
icanhasnick

icanhasnick

Student
Sep 3, 2020
155
My preferred method is death by communism. The last five-year plan exceeded the target by so much that it just made me go pick up some SN. Thankfully the designated agency approved my covid curfew slip to actually go pick it up. Glory be with our emergency committees in their boundless grace and wisdom. At least now I will neither change the climate nor spread covid, model citizen !
 
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Silver

The 21st century is when everything changes
Aug 8, 2020
745
My preferred method is SN. However I live in the UK where it's hard to get, so my actual method will be hanging.
 
BPD Barbie

BPD Barbie

Visionary
Dec 1, 2019
2,362
SN is my preferred method. Second is probably partial or full suspension hanging.
 
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OfThePraxicOrder

OfThePraxicOrder

Live bad, Die worse
Aug 22, 2020
26
I plan on using my gun, its always been my preferred method, I know there's always that chance that it won't work, I just don't care. Im going to do it in my car, so if I miss ill just bleed out.
 
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Done at Fifty

Student
Feb 19, 2019
116
My absolute ideal would be to qualify for assisted suicide and die in a clinical setting. My family and friends would be accepting of it if its due to illness. I'm not sure that I believe in God or the success rate of thinking positively (it certainly hasn't helped my life) yet I still pray and plead every night for a terminal illness to set the ball rolling.
 
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icanhasnick

Student
Sep 3, 2020
155
My absolute ideal would be to qualify for assisted suicide and die in a clinical setting. My family and friends would be accepting of it if its due to illness. I'm not sure that I believe in God or the success rate of thinking positively (it certainly hasn't helped my life) yet I still pray and plead every night for a terminal illness to set the ball rolling.
If it's THAT important to have the illness excuse to the family, would it not be possible to fake it ? I mean, if you told them you had cancer, would they ask for proof ? You then go on to ctb and can even write in the letters that it was "due to terminal disease".
 
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Done at Fifty

Student
Feb 19, 2019
116
If it's THAT important to have the illness excuse to the family, would it not be possible to fake it ? I mean, if you told them you had cancer, would they ask for proof ? You then go on to ctb and can even write in the letters that it was "due to terminal disease".


Not a bad Idea! If I get some N and then spend several months telling everyone that I'm very sick, shave my head even and say I've had chemo, then they'll understand why I took my life. A clinical death would be less fool proof but very difficult to qualify for.
The only concern is that my family could have access to my medical file. My doctor took no time getting access to deceased family member's medical files when they were researching endocrine problems in my family. I'm not sure how easy it is to seal medical records after death
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Falling asleep with barbies..
 
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Panna

Enlightened
Aug 31, 2020
1,006
Inducing unconcious and falling through the use of like a backpack or something similar to pull my body over the edge once I'm asleep, the other plan is hypothermia, since it gets so cold here in the winter that you could pass out from it in minutes. In both cases, I like to think they will be peaceful, which is the ultimate goal. Enjoy a bit of music, get into the mood psychologically and prepare for the next life in peace.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
Inducing unconcious and falling through the use of like a backpack or something similar to pull my body over the edge once I'm asleep

Suddenly falling from a height doesn't seem so bad. Just this morning I was wondering if wearing a blindfold would help. Man, things change fast.
 
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idontevenknowanymore

Member
May 2, 2020
51
If I can get the stuff, SN is my preferred method, I don't even really know why. If I for some reason can't, partial hanging will be my choice, probably because I'll have a lot of control over where, how and when exactly it happens. I guess you could say that about any method but it makes sense to me haha
 
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Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
393
My preferred method is jumping and my back up plan would be to hang.
 
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Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
Suddenly falling from a height doesn't seem so bad. Just this morning I was wondering if wearing a blindfold would help. Man, things change fast.
I've thought of somewhere remote at night and or using a blindfold.
Even rolling rather than jumping off a cliff edge
 
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Adamsnolife

Adamsnolife

Specialist
May 5, 2020
393
I've thought of somewhere remote at night and or using a blindfold.
Even rolling rather than jumping off a cliff edge
I tell you what having a blindfold isn't such a bad idea. I think the only downside is that you'll have to go in the right direction for it to work.
 
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BitterlyAlive

BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
1,636
I wish I had access to opiates or N. They sound like such good, peaceful options. I have a relative who is addicted to heroin, maybe she would be willing to help me find some or something. Only half joking here.

in the meantime, I guess I can settle for SN or partial...
Suddenly falling from a height doesn't seem so bad. Just this morning I was wondering if wearing a blindfold would help. Man, things change fast.
That sounds like a nice way to take away a lot of the fear and hesitation. But...pardon me for asking, don't you want to try and land on your head when you fall? I haven't really researched jumping but it seems like that's the goal for a more guaranteed death. It would be hard to orient yourself to fall head-first with a blindfold on. :(
 
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DetachedDreamer97

Enlightened
Mar 17, 2018
1,402
I commented before, but I sorta changed my mind for a method I'm more likely to try.
Nyan Cocktail.
It consists of Pong Pong Seeds, Akuamma, Incarvillea Sinensis, and California Poppy. With 20 datura inoxia seeds as an antiemetic and anti diarrheal agent. When I first thought of it, I was too intimidated to screw around with it as cardiac glycoside deaths are messy and unpleasant and I'm emetophobic, but I'm confident now after reviewing the ingredients again.
 
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OnlyTheWind

OnlyTheWind

Serena / Meatball head
Aug 29, 2020
962
don't you want to try and land on your head when you fall? I haven't really researched jumping but it seems like that's the goal for a more guaranteed death. It would be hard to orient yourself to fall head-first with a blindfold on. :(

I had Beachy Head in mind (I'm not in the UK though). With a height of 162 metres, the result should be death on impact. Maybe it would be different if you were to just step off the edge instead of take a leap.
 
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BitterlyAlive

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Apr 8, 2020
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I had Beachy Head in mind (I'm not in the UK though). With a height of 162 metres, the result should be death on impact. Maybe it would be different if you were to just step off the edge instead of take a leap.
True, true. Thanks mate.
 
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Deleted member 19276

Wizard
Jun 28, 2020
682
SN is my preferred method. Second is probably partial or full suspension hanging.
Basically this. Though I have yet to figure out how I could get my hands on SN.
 
Blueman

Blueman

Student
Aug 13, 2020
171
I had Beachy Head in mind (I'm not in the UK though). With a height of 162 metres, the result should be death on impact. Maybe it would be different if you were to just step off the edge instead of take a leap.
I suspect as long as you choose the correct spot Beachy Head would be guaranteed death no matter how you went over ,there are plenty of accidental deaths there where people have simply slipped or stumbled over the edge
 
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Bauhaus

Specialist
Jan 18, 2020
388
Prolly opioids od or inert gas.

If nothing else works, I'll put on my headphones and listen to Justin Bieber on repeat for about a week ... that should kill anything that has a beating heart.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
Prolly opioids od or inert gas.

If nothing else works, I'll put on my headphones and listen to Justin Bieber on repeat for about a week ... that should kill anything that has a beating heart.
:pfff::pfff::pfff::pfff::pfff::pfff::pfff::pfff:
 
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