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Deleted member 17949

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Some kind of neck break or decapitation. I was originally going to use train, but rail delays due to suicide are annoying and I don't want to be an asshole. Going to use a big drop hanging to hopefully finish myself off fast.
 
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Valsalva

Member
Feb 25, 2020
96
Partial with knot in front from a tree in forest in the afternoon.
 
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NomadicWolf382

NomadicWolf382

I want to drift into the lucid dream, endlessly...
Jun 11, 2020
131
Prefer VSED, then inert gas asphyxiation after I get to a certain point of weakness (3-10 days?). If one doesn't cause me to CTB, the other will. It's just the uncertainty of the timeframe between them, and management.
 
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charizard

Member
Jun 25, 2020
5
jumping seems to be really peaceful once you finally get the courage to jump. i want to do it in the city downtown where i can look at all the lights as i fall
 
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Bsbsb12

Member
Apr 22, 2020
26
Used to be partial suspension hanging but switched over to SN after doing some research about it. I don't expect it to be entirely painless - part of me doesn't even want it to be painless - but it will allow me to go curled up in a hotel bed.
Why did you refuse to partial hanging?
 
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KibblesNBits

Student
May 30, 2020
151
N but I am too stupid to figure out how to get it and too anxious about being caught.
 
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HadEnough1974

I try to be funny...
Jan 14, 2020
688
If only we didn't get rid of the laugh reaction. But I guess this will have to do.:pfff:

Did I make you laugh or cry? I hope I put a smile on your face ;)
 
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socrates

socrates

I know nothing except the fact of my ignorance.
Dec 3, 2019
270
Helium or Nitrogen exit bag. The only problem is The gas is hard to get and everything costs so much. What I'd give for a die now button.
 
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selfhater

selfhater

Experienced
Mar 1, 2020
222
i would prefer N/SN or a gun
 
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KibblesNBits

Student
May 30, 2020
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FadingAway

Member
Jun 22, 2020
67
SN. I don't want to deal with the risks of ordering N from outside the US.
 
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InterstateFlowers

InterstateFlowers

Experienced
Apr 16, 2020
236
SN! It's cheap, reliable, and is a relatively peaceful way out. Not only that but it's also extremely easy to hide which is a plus! If SS didn't exist, I'd probably jump off the Golden Gate bridge. Shooting myself is expensive and I'm scared I'll fail so it was a no-go from the start.
 
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Musketeer

Student
Jan 24, 2020
188
I'm curious to know everyone's preferred method and why. Mine is overdosing on opiates because it seems like a peaceful way to go (:
Suspension hanging. It is simple, reliable, you pass out fairly quickly, and with my mechanical engineering degree it will be easy for me to execute this method.

Mechanical engineering isn't a requirement but it sure helps
 
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WearyOfStruggling

Male, 54
May 23, 2020
117
Helium or Nitrogen exit bag. The only problem is The gas is hard to get and everything costs so much. What I'd give for a die now button.
Helium and Argon can be purchased online in the US and are not that expensive relative to other substances discussed on this forum. It can even be shipped to some other countries I think. I posted previously about a source. Nitrogen is available from local sources but I don't know of a company that sells it online. If anyone needs more information feel free to PM me.
 
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TakeYourHappyPills

Member
Nov 26, 2019
55
Helium or Nitrogen exit bag. The only problem is The gas is hard to get and everything costs so much. What I'd give for a die now button.
Yess I agree. I've looked into buying pure helium and nitrogen and it seems extremely expensive. Sucks cause it seems like a really peaceful way to go
 
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KibblesNBits

Student
May 30, 2020
151
Suspension hanging. It is simple, reliable, you pass out fairly quickly, and with my mechanical engineering degree it will be easy for me to execute this method.

Mechanical engineering isn't a requirement but it sure helps

I wish I could partially hang but I'm too dense to figure anything out without anyone being there to show me. Might as well flat out ask someone to murder me in that case.
 
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Lastsauce

Lastsauce

Experienced
Dec 22, 2019
258
Inert gas asphyxiation all the way to oblivion.
 
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Valsalva

Member
Feb 25, 2020
96
Be warned. Inert gas sounds very good, but there is a very strong SI kicking in and most abort. I tested it!
 
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Dreamless Sleep

Dreamless Sleep

The eternal night before chaos...
Feb 1, 2020
190
I dunno, still researching.

I used to watch that show Mary Kills People and loved how she did it with pentobarbital. So peaceful and easy. That's how I want to go. Maybe I'll go find some heroin and see if I can figure out how to OD. Wish I had saved all the fentanyl patches I used to get from my pain doctor.
 
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Lastsauce

Lastsauce

Experienced
Dec 22, 2019
258
Be warned. Inert gas sounds very good, but there is a very strong SI kicking in and most abort. I tested it!
SI is always involved regardless of the chosen method as survival is one of the most basic human instincts.

For the sake of my curiosity I tested how long it takes to pass out breathing helium.
I used double sided tape to attach a 100 liter plastic bag to a wall and I filled it with 99%+ helium.
Then I tried to push all the air out of my lungs and carefully got my head in to the bag up to my shoulders.
I began to take deep breaths while counting seconds and in 3-5s hands, face and feet started to tingle.
At about 10 seconds tunnel vision and hearing white noise came on fast and I don't remember after this point how long it took to pass out.
 
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ugly_loser2008

ugly_loser2008

Member
Jul 30, 2018
73
partial hanging for me, i want the life squeezed out of me. i want to feel myself slip away into nothingness.
 
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LetzteAusfahrt

LetzteAusfahrt

Swiss gay, will definitely ctb on October 10th
Jun 27, 2020
590
SN without luxury, as Stan calls it.

So that it doesn't go too fast, I want to be able to enjoy it :wink:
 
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LifeSucks39

LifeSucks39

Student
Feb 14, 2020
182
Jumping
 
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Didymus

Didymus

Clutching at invisible straws
Dec 11, 2018
347
To be able to will myself to death in an instant, but alas I don't have the knowledge to do it.
 
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Girobatol

Girobatol

Specialist
Sep 9, 2019
313
I will use N or N + dilantin. I dont know which one is better.
 

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