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MethodWhat is your method of choice ?
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My method is full suspension hanging as I don't have any other choice due to my current situation, plus any blood choke related methods has too high of a risk to fail for my taste and is too difficult to get right anyways.
if i had access to it, which i hope one day i eventually will get access to a source, id prefer SN (or N, but being realistic.) i have access to a firearm but it's too violent ā and as dumb as it is, scary ā for me and i would prefer it being a calmer, quieter process for me. SI is too scary on hanging or jumping but those are my backup plans.
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My mom must've had a virus coz I was born a glitch
My method is full suspension hanging as I don't have any other choice due to my current situation, plus any blood choke related methods has too high of a risk to fail for my taste and is too difficult to get right anyways.
Mine to would be heroin or opiates but I dunno how to get them and our country has strict border control.
I have to try a shit posioning with foxglove combined with maintaining a very low hemoglobin & a tonne of sleep meds to hopefully increase the chances. But I'm scared to try
At first it was SN, but after seeing the symptoms and how long it takes to go out I've swapped to hanging where I will be out in 5-10 seconds and I will feel the panic/anxiety only for that small period of time. If I lived in the US tho shotgun would most definitely be my method.
Mine to would be heroin or opiates but I dunno how to get them and our country has strict border control.
I have to try a shit posioning with foxglove combined with maintaining a very low hemoglobin & a tonne of sleep meds to hopefully increase the chances. But I'm scared to try
i don't blame u for being scared to try :o i'm scared of jumping too, & from what i've seen on watchpeopledie poisoning's the worst way to go. it sucks that suicide's been shunned so much by society that we have to die in ways we don't want to :// i wish u luck<3
Mine isn't accessible, it's such a hellish and evil world where Nembutal is made inaccessible, the option to peacefully cease existing should be there at all times.
i don't blame u for being scared to try :o i'm scared of jumping too, & from what i've seen on watchpeopledie poisoning's the worst way to go. it sucks that suicide's been shunned so much by society that we have to die in ways we don't want to :// i wish u luck<3
At first it was SN, but after seeing the symptoms and how long it takes to go out I've swapped to hanging where I will be out in 5-10 seconds and I will feel the panic/anxiety only for that small period of time. If I lived in the US tho shotgun would most definitely be my method.
At first it was SN, but after seeing the symptoms and how long it takes to go out I've swapped to hanging where I will be out in 5-10 seconds and I will feel the panic/anxiety only for that small period of time. If I lived in the US tho shotgun would most definitely be my method.
Yeah it is SN for me too. But now I'm scared. But I tried hanging many times and SI is just too strong... And just as you, i wish I could live in the USA to have access to a gun...
Probably partial. Would prefer Jumping though if I can find somewhere high enough that is accessible to me (researching this atm)
Although may be out of my hands. I'm waiting for message with my instructions for date but it may also specify method and place. So then it's no longer a choice.
Probably partial. Would prefer Jumping though if I can find somewhere high enough that is accessible to me (researching this atm)
Although may be out of my hands. I'm waiting for message with my instructions for date but it may also specify method and place. So then it's no longer a choice.
I tried to explain it in a thread yesterday and people called me insane (eventhough I have evidence it's all legit) so don't really feel like explaining again
I'm still trying to sort it out. I'm wondering about combining methods, like hanging and OD.
Ideally I'd love to be able to go to Switzerland or use death with dignity in the US, but Switzerland is too expensive, and in the US, at least in Oregon which I think is the most progressive, you have to have a terminal diagnosis of 6 months or less. I'm not sure if there's a way to cheat that by VSED. I've already gone 50 hours with only coffee, water and 4 Oreos lol, but I think the not drinking part would be a lot more difficult.
I have access to a lot of medications, but the problem is my metabolism is insane and a lot of stuff just doesn't work at all, so I don't know what dose it would take to actually cause any problems. I've known several people who OD'd and all of them just ended up surviving with damage to their bodies.
I joined the forum to be able to use the search function and ask questions to determine what combo might work best for me, considering.
i don't blame u for being scared to try :o i'm scared of jumping too, & from what i've seen on watchpeopledie poisoning's the worst way to go. it sucks that suicide's been shunned so much by society that we have to die in ways we don't want to :// i wish u luck<3
It makes me so sad to hear your scared too, I'm not sure how to explain it (I don't mean you made me feel worse) I think it just makes me so sad someone is in as much pain as I'm feeling (& I know how absolutely awful it is to seriously wanna die but be so scared of the act that it somehow keeps, at least me, alive more & more days. I've actually been so annoyed today as I felt slightly better with depression, in the past that would be good but now it just feels it's taking me further away from my ability to end myself. Sorry that turned into a vent.
I can't blame you for not wanting to complete it, I know personally I could never jump & it would be so hard. It's so unfair euthanasia is so impossible to access.
Even for terminal medical illness in our country they have made it so it's almost impossible for anyone to use it unless they are willing to die before they are ready, eg once someone is considered medically quite unwell (yet still fully capable of choosing logically) they take the choice away. I'm nit sure of the details but a friend's close relative was unable to use it for this reason & had to suffer for weeks. I think it's because they have to decide very near the time they want it to occur.
I've poisoned myself several times, only once was a true attempt, that one was peaceful as you could possibly get (80 zopiclone) well I did vomit them immediately as the taste is awful but I'd barely put them down my throat so I just swallowed them again. The only research articles online at the time (2017) quoted deaths from a few people on much lower doses so I thought it was guaranteed to work. Now im so sad to know I could probably swallow the hundreds I have & not die. The panadol & anti Ds were awful nausea/vomiting even with maxed out antinausea (110% don't recommend).
I've taken a small amount of foxglove before & ended up in coronary care so I know it can be potentially very lethal, however so many factors can effect its potency & the stuff i have is now 2+ years old & it's hard to determine if it loses potency even though I have maybe 30x the amount I took before. I just dont think there would be anything worse then sedating myself nearly into a coma on benzos and then going thru days of godknowswhat and to wake up to a complete mess. I think that would almost be worse then existing in some ways
I, like many people just want a peaceful death. But like many, I am surprised how hard it is to OD, at least without the very real risk if making yourself worse off.
I would like to dying underwater, i love water to much and it's relaxing to me. I don't think i can hold breath enought to die with Shallow Water Blackout, so i will need to just got drowned. I dont mind, i want to die underwater looking at the sun.
Hi, I somehow came across this site after some furious google searching over the weekend. After trying and failing other methods over the past month I came across back to the idea of carbon monoxide and decided to dig further into charcoal burning, of which there are plenty discussions on this...
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