Feeling very done

[meggriffin]

"I've had a lot of problems in my life, "Meg". And somehow you've just added to the list."

My boyfriend told me this this morning after I told him I'm feeling really bad about myself because of a mistake I made. Can I just end it now? We have a concert to go to this evening that he doesn't want to go to anyway. He'll be back from work at around 1pm. I'm very used to feeling like a burden btw, this isn't new.
Seriously though. I'm ready to die. I mean it. I don't have access to anything in the suicide methods resource thread. What are common household items I could poison myself with? Cleaner? Anti pest chemicals? Pills? Please help me I need to go before he gets back.
Seriously though. I'm ready to die. I mean it. I don't have access to anything in the suicide methods resource thread. What are common household items I could poison myself with? Cleaner? Anti pest chemicals? Pills? Please help me I need to go before he gets back.

 

[pk@2001]

It's disheartening to see what you're facing
But I believe no one out here will push you or even suggest you any methods

 

[telekon]

"I've had a lot of problems in my life, "Meg". And somehow you've just added to the list."

My boyfriend told me this this morning after I told him I'm feeling really bad about myself because of a mistake I made. Can I just end it now? We have a concert to go to this evening that he doesn't want to go to anyway. He'll be back from work at around 1pm. I'm very used to feeling like a burden btw, this isn't new.
Seriously though. I'm ready to die. I mean it. I don't have access to anything in the suicide methods resource thread. What are common household items I could poison myself with? Cleaner? Anti pest chemicals? Pills? Please help me I need to go before he gets back.
Seriously though. I'm ready to die. I mean it. I don't have access to anything in the suicide methods resource thread. What are common household items I could poison myself with? Cleaner? Anti pest chemicals? Pills? Please help me I need to go before he gets back.

definitely not. I have a lot of random ass chemicals in my landlord's closet I've thought about and no, none of them will do the job successfully, quickly or peacefully. you need to plan better or better yet, break it off with him and see if the grass is greener. or talk to him.

like what did he mean by that? what was the mistake?

 

[geepeedee]

if you're really done, you'll put in the effort to plan a real attempt. random household poisons will be excruciating and slow, if they work at all.