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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
1,856
If I have to do it myself, probably a high powered shotgun.

I'd take the shotgun out to a beautiful place, meditate so I can feel some degree of peace and then put it up and back so my entire head will be vaporised immediately.
Yeah and vaporizing my head to me makes a statement of rebellion against evil life, life this evil prison world, the imposition
 
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juna

Exhausted of this existence...
Mar 4, 2024
142
Fentanyl. I wish I could somehow get it. I would just get a high of a lifetime and then sleep forever in 5 minutes. So easy. Also, I would love CO method too but It seems a bit difficult to try to do it. I read it in a newspaper that people were sleeping with coal to keep them warm in winters and they just died in their sleep. Tragedy for them but it would be so good if it would happen to me.
 
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Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
791
This.


They never saw it coming and were peacefully asleep when it did.

I believe it was intentional. Carbon monoxide is effective for accidental or undetermined death in the absence of obvious foul play. It was a 23-year-old rigged Lexus, and the three Marines inside were mechanics. How did that car pass inspection? This is my thinking because my father experienced something similar. Regardless, very sad event. RIP.


On topic: an alien abduction, of, course! 👽
 
MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
1,143
I believe it was intentional. Carbon monoxide is effective for accidental or undetermined death in the absence of obvious foul play. It was a 23-year-old rigged Lexus, and the three Marines inside were mechanics. How did that car pass inspection? This is my thinking because my father experienced something similar. Regardless, very sad event. RIP.


On topic: an alien abduction, of, course! 👽
Could very well be, based of this in the article:
"It's nearly impossible for carbon monoxide poisoning to occur in a vehicle without notice, Fisher said, unless the passengers are already asleep or impaired."

Only other explanation would be that they got so wasted and didn't want to report back to base. I have to see if the toxicology report was ever updated.
 
Little_Suzy

Little_Suzy

Amphibious
May 1, 2023
791
Could very well be, based of this in the article:
"It's nearly impossible for carbon monoxide poisoning to occur in a vehicle without notice, Fisher said, unless the passengers are already asleep or impaired."

Only other explanation would be that they got so wasted and didn't want to report back to base. I have to see if the toxicology report was ever updated.

Although I read it quickly, the toxicology report only showed CO poisoning.

I wondered if Speedway had released the video footage. The report stated that they pulled into the parking lot at 3 a.m. and no one got out.

They were an hour away from CL, and no one needed to pee or stretch their legs…? Three Marines, inside a 23-year-old car, enjoying the rigged A/C?

Strangely enough, all three men became incapacitated at the same time. When one of the guys became drowsy, all they had to do was open the door.

If you start a conspiracy thread, tag me. If you have an old car, here is your method.


I'll ride with the Tooth Fairy if the aliens don't come. Spending my eternity snatching baby teeth! lol
 
Ironborn

Ironborn

Student
Jan 29, 2024
127
Morphine - would be nice but hard to get in the UK
Gun - See above but I also wouldn't trust myself to not take some choice people with me
Inert gas - Plausible but a faff to acquire and set up
CO - Kinda partial to this, just need charcoal and an enclosed space
Drowning - Tried it but the water said no
 
TiredTurtle2

TiredTurtle2

Member
Oct 29, 2023
93
Nembutal > assisted suicide as id rather no one saw me die. But even a gun would feel like a dream at the moment
 
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kudaphillips

Member
Apr 17, 2024
60
If I have to do it myself, probably a high powered shotgun.

I'd take the shotgun out to a beautiful place, meditate so I can feel some degree of peace and then put it up and back so my entire head will be vaporised immediately.
I felt like this but when that barrel is in your mouth it's scary..I've gotten somewhat close to squeezing trigger but SI is a bitch
Is there a method that you desire to CTB with, but can't achieve due to cost/legality? My dream method is Inert Gas/Exit bag. I think it would be so peaceful to just fade away with no pain...
This should be easy to obtain? Gas supply store for the tank and fill , dept store for the bag , tape and oxygen tubing and craft store for the elastic
 
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thot88

Student
Apr 11, 2023
114
A painless natural death that wouldn't hurt my family. Unfortunately, that is not possible
 
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thefinalfavour

Member
Apr 4, 2024
8
Nembutal definitely sounds awesome from what I have read. My next preference would be use of inert gas.

Ofcourse, both of these methods are self-admistered. If i can get legally euthanised by the stuff they have, that would be the best probably.
 
evannave

evannave

love you guys <3
Feb 27, 2024
164
This should be easy to obtain? Gas supply store for the tank and fill , dept store for the bag , tape and oxygen tubing and craft store for the elastic
I'm in a situation where I can't obtain the materials unnoticed unfortunately :/
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
414
thrown into a black hole
I second this. I want to be crushed by infinite gravity.

More realistic, I'd like to use N in a deep forest somewhere where I can let nature just have my body when I'm done with it. I've always found forests very peaceful and I think it would be nice to die just staring up at the sunlight through the leaves.
 
VanceDoubleTrouble

VanceDoubleTrouble

Lucifer, bringer of hope and light.
May 1, 2024
1
Is there a method that you desire to CTB with, but can't achieve due to cost/legality? My dream method is Inert Gas/Exit bag. I think it would be so peaceful to just fade away with no pain...
Shotgun. Mouth. Brain on wall.
 
leavingthesoultrap

leavingthesoultrap

(ᴗ_ ᴗ。)
Nov 25, 2023
1,062
That would be falling asleep and never waking up.
Something that happens very rarely.
 
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MyNameIsRavi

MyNameIsRavi

ughweeeee
Apr 26, 2024
23
I suppose my dream method would be N like most other people. If I come to the conclusion that my last possible lifeline is gone, I will simply arrange for what will happen to my belongings and money and just... move on while everyone else is asleep. I know it's probably corny to say but the better part of my conscious doesn't want to hurt other people simply because I have to. Much of my recent suffering is from losing someone I loved and the stronger part of me doesn't want to extend that suffering to the very few people that I still mutually care about.

That being said, a much darker part of me wishes I had the guts and tolerance to end myself in a more painful and viscerally gruesome way. Cutting my wrists wide open or even my neck is what I planned on and tried to do at one stage. I held (and to some degree still do) hold a degree of contempt for the people who I knew would find me, so I wanted to go out in a way that was visibly gruesome and would inflict some kind of mental suffering and guilt on those who had to see me. I hated them and the letter I wrote along with my will reflected that. I ultimately never went through with it because I was a dumbass who didn't full grasp that cutting my wrists meant cutting myself open with a knife and suffering until I bled out, but that part of me still hopes that if/when I decide to go I can find the mental fortitude to do so.
 
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fishanddisilluion

New Member
Apr 27, 2024
2
Predictable answer but N or someone shooting me in the head repeatedly. I know there's no way neither will probably happen to me.
 

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