evannave

evannave

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Feb 27, 2024
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Is there a method that you desire to CTB with, but can't achieve due to cost/legality? My dream method is Inert Gas/Exit bag. I think it would be so peaceful to just fade away with no pain...
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, for me it's Nembutal as it sounds like the most peaceful, all I wish for is a peaceful death which is like never waking again, all I wish for is to fall into an dreamless, eternal sleep. It's really hellish and disgusting how humans make Nembutal illegal and only allow animals to be euthanised.

I despise this hellish world where humans wish to force others to suffer until they die anyway, I despise how such a peaceful way to cease existing would be too much to ask for. I only wish for non-existence, it only sounds ideal to be permanently unaware, if it's up to me I'd choose to erase my existence so it's like I never existed at all.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

brighter than the sun, that’s just me
Sep 13, 2023
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Euthanasia/VAD/MAiD. Nembutal is the next best thing
 
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DyingToDie123

DyingToDie123

she/her
Oct 25, 2023
385
Be prepared for a thread full of the answer "N" lol
 
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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
548
If I have to do it myself, probably a high powered shotgun.

I'd take the shotgun out to a beautiful place, meditate so I can feel some degree of peace and then put it up and back so my entire head will be vaporised immediately.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,200
Nembutal or euthanasia. Perhaps I'd prefer euthanasia more than nembutal as it's unlikely for it to mess up as my life would be terminated by professionals instead of my clumsy self but nembutal still sounds peaceful
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
3,792
N. Always N.
 
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StarryEyed

PMs aren't my thing
Mar 14, 2024
64
Heroin injection. I've seen it in the movies, and it looks so easy to do and so peaceful. But my veins are horrible and I have a needle phobia, so I'd need help to do it. Oh, and I don't know any drug dealers. Lol! So it's really just like the OP is asking, my dream method.
 
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drella

drella

see you in the next life
Apr 26, 2023
19
n or heroin
 
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trashprincess

trashprincess

She/Slur
Aug 8, 2023
186
Being murdered
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,358
Crushed instantly by a giant boulder in the mountains lol
 
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rotciv

rotciv

Something In The Way
Mar 25, 2023
633
No method at all, but If I need to choose one would be pentobarbital + fentanyl
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
3,649
Probably N. Ideally, I'd like to able to signup for MAID and die a peaceful death, but that's probably not going to be an option during my lifetime.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
3,273
Death by 🌭
 
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astonishedturnip

astonishedturnip

Like Christine Chubbuck, but sadder
Jan 16, 2024
224
Letting a hitman blow my head off. I understand the N answers but I'd rather not know that I'm about to die. Which begs the question of how I'm going to set up the hit lol but it's just a fantasy anyway.
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Illuminated
Jan 1, 2024
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Letting a hitman blow my head off. I understand the N answers but I'd rather not know that I'm about to die. Which begs the question of how I'm going to set up the hit lol but it's just a fantasy anyway.
I fantasize about this often
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,450
Fentanyl or morphine would be the holy grail.

Followed by h2s or CO.

Lastly an inert gas.

I couldn't do something like pentobarbital (N) or SN.. too unreliable and I'd probably phone an ambulance whilst sitting there waiting for it to take effect.

I need fast and peaceful.
 
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singularity3

singularity3

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Apr 2, 2023
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Guillotine
 
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Shotgun.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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My dream method would be N. I'd give a fuck about legality.

There's an irony in my case, if I had the money to travel to acquire N I'd not be suicidal at all hence I'd not need N but bc I don't have the means to acquire it I'm suicidal. Most likely I have to choose either drug OD or CO. Still two very peaceful ways to exit.
 
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Mi Mi

No One Special
Mar 18, 2024
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Is there a method that you desire to CTB with, but can't achieve due to cost/legality? My dream method is Inert Gas/Exit bag. I think it would be so peaceful to just fade away with no pain...
Co
I always hear about people accidentally dying of CO in the winter
I get so jealous because there was no panick
No waiting
They never saw it coming
You really just go to sleep
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

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Jan 1, 2024
3,273
Quick heart attack during good sex
 
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TiredOfAllThis

Arcanist
Feb 5, 2024
453
Rather euthanasia or something as peaceful as possible.
Or A-bomb
 
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Iamtired

Iamtired

Experienced
Sep 30, 2023
210
going into a time machine and Hoping for the best but ending up dead with my entire body incinerated.
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,085
Probably either Nembutal or hanging myself in Aokigahara.
 
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WaitingForMyRide

WaitingForMyRide

Order out of chaos
Sep 6, 2022
115
Nembutal and fentanyl.
 
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worthIess

worthIess

hello
Dec 7, 2023
59
nembutal or heroin/fentanyl overdose. i know i'll never have either :(
 
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untothedepths

untothedepths

ego death, then death
Mar 20, 2023
587
I guess to be a countering opinion, I'd love nothing more than to have magic to just begin to slowly fade away. It would look like I was becoming transparent, like a ghost. No pain, no worries, just fade. Like a memory. Eventually so hazy no one can recall me nor see me anymore. I don't exist. That would be so beautiful.
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

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Jul 8, 2023
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sash

sash

f/uk seeking partner to vanish with
Oct 1, 2023
203
Hi
The dream was to go peaceful like my ol dog cos it was inHUMANe to keep him suffering, by injection overdose on anaesthetic.
Still a dream but I said fall face down in lava as a joke, but thinkin bout it what a beautiful last vision that'd be.
 
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