Discussion What is Your #1 Reason for Not Wanting to Live?

[AceVendetta7500]

Fiancé left me in early April. Don't really see a point in living anymore. She is all I think about. Nothing brings me any joy since she left. Everyday has felt like a waking nightmare since the day she left. Funny thing is I was perfectly ok being alone before we started dating.

 

[weightoffmychest]

Not everyone was made for this world.

I feel this man. I worked my whole life my adoptive parents were never happy with anything I did. Constantly putting me down growing up completely fucked my ability to open up / relax with or trust anyone. Never had a relationship I avoided other people and pushed them away couldn't help it just an automatic response I could never stop. Suicide is just so welcoming and feels right at this point. Some lives are not worth living it just is what it is.