What is the strongest emotion you have been feeling today?

[L I F E T O L O S E]

drunk

 

[Shivali]

Grief

 

[nys]

dread/hopelessness like im trying for nothing and nothings ever getting better

 

[Astronauta]

Pesar

Eu também me sinto assim
Tristeza e pesar

 

[Shivali]

Eu também me sinto assim
Tristeza und Pesar

Hi your post is in your native language . I know this problems with my google translator and I also can't fix it. I only thought this information could be important for you ... best wishes

 

[Astronauta]

Olá , seu post está em seu idioma nativo. Conheço esse problema com meu tradutor do google e também não consigo corrigi-lo. Eu só pensei que esta informação poderia ser importante para você ... muitas felicidades

Obrigada ! Sou nova , ainda aprendendo a usar .

 

[ImsooDone1N]

loneliness

 

[VKVK]

Hopelessness about my current situation and a longlasting sorrow thinking about all my life up to this depressing point. There's also that 'alien' feeling of not really belonging anywhere or with anyone, and the following fear that if (if) I'm even able to recover and live I'll be miserable because of my traumas forever. I can't bond.

 

[Blackhole999]

Senti un sentimiento repugnante al ver metodos de suicidio hoy hable con migo frente al espejo me dije a mi mismo que mi problema tiene solucion pero mi cabeza es muy rigida para aceptar el cambio entonces me es muy dificil no caer en pensamientos negativos, actualemente empeze a tomar antidepresivos y aceite de cannabis me estan ayudando pero siento q lo q tengo q aceptar es muy grande para mi mente tan rigida lo peor es q yo lo elegi y ahora no hay vuelta atras

 

[Regrets]

No emotion. Head empty.

 

[nys]

I feel like an incompetent failure because of some things that are happening in my academic life. Also hopeless because I don't want to stay alive but I'm way too scared to ctb. So tired

 

[DynamicDepression]

Immense guilt for everything I've done and everything I will do.

 

[Zegers]

My last hope was to move to another country and start something new but i won't be able to do that so there is no hope and you have to deal that your life is basically over, apart from that, health is getting worse and have less and less energy, it's like time to leave, i have the feeling for years.

 

[RedHarlequin]

Disappointment and a big fat pile of lack of drive.
The second one isn't an emotion I guess, still feels bad man.

 

[Xocoyotzin]

shame
every day

 

[Rounded Apathy]

Today...possibly fear. Fear that my physical health will degrade further, that I'll be capable of less than now, that future me will see present me as having wasted time I was actually capable of things that I later won't be.

 

[Seaghost]

Love

 

[Orange010]

Worry. I don't make enough money for everything. I'm uncertain of the future, and I'm stuck between regret for not investing/money hustle and not give a fuck cus I don't want to live long

 

[Lily (Osako)]

Idk if this is actually an emotion, but disconnected/dissociative.

 

[JealousOfTheElderly]

Sadness, longing for something better

 

[Ceterum]

Fear.

 

[Blondie]

Dismissed

 

[Zulu]

Gut-wrenching, heart attack-inducing anxiety giving way to anger over something out of my control being pinned on me. At the end of the day though, mainly just anxiety and exhaustion, the usual.

 

[ziank]

loneliness. i miss having people that genuinely care about me, ive been breaking every potential strong link i could've possibly have with people my entire life, and now i don't know how to have those meaningful friendships anymore. it hurts my feelings thinking i might ctb without experiencing that connection with someone.

 

[eliza23]

I would have to say the strongest feeling I've been feeling today would be, emptiness and the feeling of being tired they were both pretty strong. I am just so tired not just physically but mentally and I've been tired in this way for a year now and it's not getting better at all which sucks. But this feeling of emptiness I've felt this way sense I was 10, not getting any better but worse actually. I just think my depression might be hitting it's peak and not in a good way, if there ever was one.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

confusion

 

[Blondie]

Irritable - weather is too hot for me today so everything and everyone is irritating me

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Exhaustion

 

[Hollowillow]

My strongest emotion today would be loneliness. I feel I don't have enough contact with people such as, hugs or long convoersations. Anybody else experiencing a strong emotion they want to talk about?

Yeah... Been abandonned today by my only support... So lonely

 

[y'ffre]

Peace