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Some place nice

Some place nice

This world makes me sick
Oct 18, 2023
471
my afterlife would look like my 4 children playing while we sit in a meadow on a cool sunny day. I look over to see my brother in law and his wife playing with their baby. Than I realise that I'm in my husbands lap with his arms around me holding my hands. I can feel him resting his head on mine so I look up and see that his eyes are closed. it looks like I interrupted him in a trance when I moved. We share a kiss and I lean into his chest and close my eyes. I think to myself "this is where I am meant to be." All those people are not alive in this world but, I lay in bed all day in that world where I am actually happy. That is what my afterlife would look like. Me in that world. I would love to hear what your afterlife would look like to your if you believe in one.
 
iamsofkntired

iamsofkntired

Neither death can do us apart
Sep 28, 2023
115
my afterlife would look like my 4 children playing while we sit in a meadow on a cool sunny day. I look over to see my brother in law and his wife playing with their baby. Than I realise that I'm in my husbands lap with his arms around me holding my hands. I can feel him resting his head on mine so I look up and see that his eyes are closed. it looks like I interrupted him in a trance when I moved. We share a kiss and I lean into his chest and close my eyes. I think to myself "this is where I am meant to be." All those people are not alive in this world but, I lay in bed all day in that world where I am actually happy. That is what my afterlife would look like. Me in that world. I would love to hear what your afterlife would look like to your if you believe in one.
Also how i imagine mine , with the person I lost in our own personal heaven. I know it doesn't makes sense but at least there's a chance .
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,102
I could never ever want one and I don't believe that one exists anyway. I only wish to permanently cease existing, to me only nothingness is perfection, any kind of existence will always be undesirable and unnecessary. The thought of falling into a dreamless sleep for all eternity comforts me, in fact the only relief could ever lie in the eternal end to all suffering.
 
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letmejoindeath

Kill me
Oct 15, 2023
198
Being with my wife and kids forever.

Maybe time is a made up construct and when we die we live in that last moment of dmt release for eternity. Going to pretend I'm successful with a family and people like me.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,374
I believe we become part.of.the natural world once more. We.turn.to.dust. It.really is.a beautiful thought.that my.dust will help.a tree grow new life and providing humankind doesnt destroy the planet.in these brutal times, My.dust will be launched into the.galaxies beyond.when our planet eventually implodes in billions.of Years time.
 
DT2007

DT2007

reincarnation
Oct 9, 2023
197
I believe strongly in reincarnation so no afterlife for me.
 
WAITING TO DIE

WAITING TO DIE

TORMENTED
Sep 30, 2023
1,542
Definitely no afterlife for me : I've had my fill with this one.
 
pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
1,778
I believe a human ceases to exist forever after death. So there is no afterlife nor reincarnation of any kind in my belief system. That's the best thing to me because in non-existence forever there is no chance of me ever suffering or feeling extreme pain ever. To me non-existence is the ultimate bliss. It will be like before I was born when i had no problems , no worries , didn't want nor need for anything.
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
722
I only want an afterlife if it's going to be better for me. Save that, I'd rather not exist at all. I honestly believe that taking my life will empower me. I dictate when I go, and take myself out of the existence machine. I create a ripple in the flow of whatever this is. Therefore, I gain power over myself. Furthermore, I don't think there's a penalty for that. If there is, then oh well. But, I want a better afterlife for me. I would REALLY love to create my own afterlife. That would be so nice. All I know is that it won't be THIS. And that's enough for me.
 
Orbitc

Orbitc

Sorry for my English
Jul 2, 2023
277
I don't believe in this and really hope that it will be like a blackout - my brain will die and the world will cease to exist for me.
 
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GreenMarsh

GreenMarsh

Member
Oct 17, 2023
59
I've shared it before, but I'll never get tired of it, because I think my ideal after life is awesome:

I want to exists in an afterlife, not a living world, but a world were all intelligent life from across the universe comes to gather after they die. I'd imagine it like a massive, autonomous city were all the basic needs of its citizenship are taken care of for eternity. Ideally, with nothing to do but to wait in eternity, the denizens of this place dedicate their existence to creating art and consuming it, that way, no one ever gets bored. There would be an infinite amounts of things to consume from cultures all around the vast, infinite universe. I could even hang out with my friends eventually, or make new ones. It's as utopian as it can be
 
Mvrd3rz

Mvrd3rz

Member
Sep 9, 2023
10
I don't want one I just want to disappear completely, I want all of this to end and just be gone no more anything I just can't imagine dying but still kinda existing.
 
Bunny Beanie

Bunny Beanie

Joining the 27 club hopefully
Oct 12, 2023
62
This is gonna sound so corny but I'm hoping I get to live in a really cool world. Surrounded my talking animals that people don't hurt. Aliens live amongst us normally. Give me super powers!! Make me water bend like the avatar! Make me into Link from Legend of Zelda (actually make me Midna). I just want something not mundane and not hopeless. I want to feel special. I want to feel important. Like I matter! I want something where everyday is something to look forward to. I want to feel excited.
 
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Epikur

Epikur

Member
Oct 6, 2023
36
I do not expect anything but a vast black void. Death is nothing we will live to see. There is no subject any more. No memories, no feelings, no perceptions. Just as it was before birth. Nothingness. Why should this be so bad? The idea of a heaven or similar things seems to me a projection of people who can´t let go of their pitiful little egos. We come from nothing and we go to nothing, so what have we lost? Nothing ! (Monty Python). Do you really want to stay with your ancestors until ... what? Eternity? Phew, that would be hell.
 
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Grave

Grave

tired
Mar 5, 2021
65
I do not believe in any form of the afterlife, and if there was one then I would think I have failed in my ctb
 
ThisIsLife

ThisIsLife

Specialist
Feb 3, 2023
371
Unlike many people here, i believe in an afterlife; call it hope, i call it going back home.

I lost my only child in December last year, he was 15. I wake up every day extremely depressed, and disappointed i didn't die in my sleep, because i wish i could be with him.

My idea of the afterlife; the way i see it, is a place where we could find peace and our loved ones. As a matter of fact, i only care about being with my son forever.

But i have one fear unlocked since he died: if i was wrong and there's no afterlife, then it will be as if he died a second time because my memories of him are the only thing i have left and it would die with me.
I'm terrified about that and it's the reason why i just can't help but try to live another day while i think about killing myself all along, and the idea of "nothingness" is everything but helpful to my suffering.

I want "life" to continue on the other side because of my love for my son. If it didn't it would be hell.
 
stuckinfiction

stuckinfiction

frothy frog
Sep 28, 2023
13
Nothingness. Empty. I don't exist anymore and feel no more pain
 

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