Discussion What could change in your life that could stop you from CTB?

[ctb_warrior]

Hi all

It's a generic question that a friend here asked me moments ago.

I loved that question as it made me think something I had not thought about before.

I wish to ask that question to you all

What is that one thing that could happen in your life today that could change your mind and let you live a happy life?

Think about it and answer.

I also know that people suffering from pain, chronic/terminal illness or severe mental illness have a specific reason to think of ctb. So, it's very obvious that if their illness or pain gets healed, they'd like to change their mind.

How about the others?

 

[Forveleth]

Dying by some other means. I do not have any interest in continuing to live under any circumstances.

 

[Set Real Goul]

If I can get my sleep and anhedonia issues sorted out, that should be enough to swing the ctb pendulum in the other direction, and if I manage to make something of myself in one professional field, that would be even better

 

[ctb_warrior]

Dying by some other means. I do not have any interest in continuing to live under any circumstances.

I can understand and relate.
I myself have gone numb and nothing excites me except just one last thing that can make me change my decision. That is lots of money so i don't have to go to shitty corporate job and i can help people in distress to come out from their condition and the time to elevate my knowledge that i can effectively empower just anybody to live a beautiful life that's the only last thing left that can change my mind

If I can get my sleep and anhedonia issues sorted out, that should be enough to swing the ctb pendulum in the other direction, and if I manage to make something of myself in one professional field, that would be even better

I can help you with sleep. I'm not sure what anhedonia is.. I'll Google and check if i have something on it.
When i was in the UK, i was having trouble sleeping. I had to rely on alcohol to sleep. Without it, i couldn't sleep, so i didn't use to sleep for 4-5 nights at stretch.
I used deep breathing and hypnotic audio and it helped over time.
I'm sharing two videos with you that should be helpful for sleep.
The following audio is hypnosis/guided meditation:

The following video is havening technique that creates delta brainwave to break any stubborn pattern that's affecting you, it can be any stress, any anxiety, anything literally that you want to change, it breaks that pattern.

I can understand and relate.
I myself have gone numb and nothing excites me except just one last thing that can make me change my decision. That is lots of money so i don't have to go to shitty corporate job and i can help people in distress to come out from their condition and the time to elevate my knowledge that i can effectively empower just anybody to live a beautiful life that's the only last thing left that can change my mind

I can help you with sleep. I'm not sure what anhedonia is.. I'll Google and check if i have something on it.
When i was in the UK, i was having trouble sleeping. I had to rely on alcohol to sleep. Without it, i couldn't sleep, so i didn't use to sleep for 4-5 nights at stretch.
I used deep breathing and hypnotic audio and it helped over time.
I'm sharing two videos with you that should be helpful for sleep.
The following audio is hypnosis/guided meditation:

The following video is havening technique that creates delta brainwave to break any stubborn pattern that's affecting you, it can be any stress, any anxiety, anything literally that you want to change, it breaks that pattern.

I just googled anhedonia
I think even i have developed anhedonia because the things that used to make me happy don't make me happy anymore..

 

[hlchoo]

Without the mental illness and all sort of medication like SSRI, SNRI, Xanax, Olanzapine etc etc

 

[SealsOfTheArctic]

My body suddenly being able to carry a pregnancy.

 

[Byez]

Hi all

It's a generic question that a friend here asked me moments ago.

I loved that question as it made me think something I had not thought about before.

I wish to ask that question to you all

What is that one thing that could happen in your life today that could change your mind and let you live a happy life?

Think about it and answer.

I also know that people suffering from pain, chronic/terminal illness or severe mental illness have a specific reason to think of ctb. So, it's very obvious that if their illness or pain gets healed, they'd like to change their mind.

How about the others?

Outside of not having cancer?

Honestly, even with my chronic illness, I think I would keep on living if I had a lot of money. Sure, living with constant pain, fatigue and crippling anxiety sucks, but if I didn't live paycheck to paycheck and had money to spare so I could actually enjoy life... I think I'd be happy despite all of that.
Unfortunately, my disability check just barely covers rent and groceries

 

[discernment]

1. time travel back to before my mum chose to ctb and save her
2. time travel back to prevent trauma from past abusive romantic relationship
3. somehow acquire enough money to not have to suffocate under the pressure of not having enough to live daily

**just re-read your post and realised you asked for ONE thing not multiple there isn't one thing alone that could happen

 

[ctb_warrior]

Without the mental illness and all sort of medication like SSRI, SNRI, Xanax, Olanzapine etc etc

I think that's possible. For that you'll need a skilled therapist. And you can yourself program your mind to change with the help of hypnotherapy and NLP and TFT and havening. Homeopathy can also help to some extent.
There's a medicine aurum metallicum in homeopathy, if that's administered regularly to all the members, in a few days, they'll stop feeling the urge to ctb. this was told by my father and interestingly also by the one who gave me all the trauma and anxiety disorder and mdd.

My body suddenly being able to carry a pregnancy.

I'm not sure about your age, but if your age and body permits certain treatments can help. My relative has had 3 abortions. She was not able to get pregnant after that. She had to undergo a few surgeries and take some medications intravenously. Now she is pregnant and I believe is in her 4th or 5th month of pregnancy.
In case such a treatment is costly in your country, you can always come to India for treatment, that'll not cost you much because 1$ = 100INR approx.

Outside of not having cancer?

Honestly, even with my chronic illness, I think I would keep on living if I had a lot of money. Sure, living with constant pain, fatigue and crippling anxiety sucks, but if I didn't live paycheck to paycheck and had money to spare so I could actually enjoy life... I think I'd be happy despite all of that.
Unfortunately, my disability check just barely covers rent and groceries

I'm happy to hear that it can change your mind.
And I think I have a good news to share. Kids are able to earn 1000s of dollar a month by using ai, internet and social media.
I have followed a few pages on Instagram that talk about such money making ideas. I haven't been able to try as I'm stuck with my day job. If i could use my time, I would start a hypnotherapy business and high performance coach business. Hypnotherapy business to help people and high performance coach to get high ticket clients so that i can make good money from them so that i can chill
So, there are things you can explore that could make you money easily. Some of the ideas just need you to invest some money to get freelancers to do the work for you and earn money for you.
If I knew all of these methods, I would have given a free training to all of you so that all of us could become financially independent

1. time travel back to before my mum chose to ctb and save her
2. time travel back to prevent trauma from past abusive romantic relationship
3. somehow acquire enough money to not have to suffocate under the pressure of not having enough to live daily

**just re-read your post and realised you asked for ONE thing not multiple there isn't one thing alone that could happen

Aww it's alright i mentioned one but you can always pour your heart out
And having suffered in life, still you are able to smile that tells how strong you really are to smile through your pain

Talking about point #1 - it hurts i wish there was a way to do so. My ambition as a kid was to make time machine and i discovered the concept of parallel universe when i was 7 years old even before it was made common by movies like everything everywhere all at once or doctor strange multiverse of madness or loki season 2.

Talking about point #2 - healing your trauma is possible. I have left a video on havening. It's used for PTSD. So, it's going to help you come out of it. I have a program that i bought from inspire3 on Rewrite History. I can share all the content with you if you would like to try it out.
I have 2-3 hypnotic audios from centerpointe that uses brainwave and hypnosis to repogram the mind.

Talking about point #3- using ai, internet and social media, this is possible
If you look on YouTube, search on perplexity and claude ai, you'll get ways to earn good income online, directly from home.
As kids these days are earning 1000s of dollar.
A 14 year old kid in India has opened his own company. Another one has his own ai digital marketing agency.
So, what I could understand, there are lot of avenues right now. And it's being said, that Covid lockdown made many billionaires because suddenly people started consuming online content exponentially.
AI is said to create 1000 times more billionaires than Covid lockdown.
So, it's possible

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

nothing could happen ever that would make me not want to kill myself asap

I will always want my suicide asap no Matter what could happen or what anyone could imagine ever

 

[ctb_warrior]

nothing could happen ever that would make me not want to kill myself asap

I will always want my suicide asap no Matter what could happen or what anyone could imagine ever

I am sorry to hear about your pain

I wish for you that you have a peaceful life till the time you are here on earth and may you achieve the peace that you seek
And feel free to talk your heart to me or anyone whom you feel good talking with. We are here to listen to you

 

[TwistedNightmares]

Multiple things would need to happen in order for me to not want to kill myself. It can't just be narrowed down to one thing, unfortunately.

 

[Passenger4224]

I would have to be a completely different person with different everything

 

[ctb_warrior]

Multiple things would need to happen in order for me to not want to kill myself. It can't just be narrowed down to one thing, unfortunately.

Ikr . Life is a curse for some of us. My life has been cursed ever since i was a toddler. There are multiple wounds. I tried to forget those wounds but time to time i realise they are still fresh deep down.
Life can be really painful i wish you peace till the time you are here and peace in everything that you choose

I would have to be a completely different person with different everything

I think that's possible:
1. You can always reprogram your mind to change your personality within a month's time or even fast if you have a good therapist to work with
2. You can relocate to a new city or if possible country or may be a new job or a new house - whatever small change is feasible in your life within currently available resources
If you wish to try, Silva mind control is a good place to start.. On library genesis you can find the latest books on the subject.
In case you are interested, give it a try

 

[staticdepression]

Maybe a 10k in my bank account would tempt me to try things I haven't tried and postpone it a few years.

 

[mateusz]

The hardest thing for me is that i fell in love with my bestfirends girlfriend i never wanted to it just happend i wont tell either of them i cant tell anyone thats what is driving me crazy its like i can never love anyone else like that but i cant have her at the same time i want to ctb so i dont have to feel it anymore

 

[lilb0wpeep]

Everything. Every aspect of my life, past, present, and for the foreseeable future.

 

[ilovecats1]

if i had the necessary permissions and the money for the two surgeries i need or even had hope about it maybe. i would still hate how i am as a person tho so i assume i would go back to being suicidal at some point like i do always.

 

[Withered]

If I could have been a better person

 

[FuneralCry]

No, I just don't want to suffer in this terrible, torturous existence and I never would do no matter what, this existence is a mistake that just tortures existing beings with no limit as to how much one can suffer and I'll just always see it as an abomination to be burdened with this existence, for me non-existence is just all that's desirable and positive.

I'd just never wish to be conscious of anything at all, I find it so terrible how a human can be tortured in this existence for decades longer just to face the terrible extreme agony of old age, it's just so dreadful how this existence was imposed at all, all that imposing this existence ever does is just cause pain and suffering there was never a need for at all, I'll just always see existence as the problem, I'll just always find it so deeply undesirable to exist.

 

[freycinetia]

Universal basic income :) Though considering how predisposed I am to mental illness I imagine I'll still end up wanting to CTB anyway.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

All I'd need is a Time Machine to go back to 2024.

 

[suncide10]

For me it's someone who will always be there for me even at my lowest, who loves me for who I truly am. This loneliness is killing me.
I could suppress this feeling and go on achieving my goals such as getting a dream job, getting fit, and whatever, and I tried that. But what's the point if you still feel like shit and have no one around you to share your success with? I don't really know what to do with my life, should I just suppress these feelings and move on? I don't know the answer, I'm smart enough enough to achieve my dreams but loneliness and my bad mental health make it so hard.

 

[outrider567]

Nothing

 

[tree.sn]

Money.

 

[LilGhost]

Hi all

It's a generic question that a friend here asked me moments ago.

I loved that question as it made me think something I had not thought about before.

I wish to ask that question to you all

What is that one thing that could happen in your life today that could change your mind and let you live a happy life?

Think about it and answer.

I also know that people suffering from pain, chronic/terminal illness or severe mental illness have a specific reason to think of ctb. So, it's very obvious that if their illness or pain gets healed, they'd like to change their mind.

How about the others?

Short answer: collapse of capitalism

Long answer: Getting healed from multiple disabilities is not a one thing, because, well…. I have like 4 (not counting chronic depression and anxiety cause apparently if it's chronic it counts?). That would be "I need 6 things to change". I know my conditions can not be healed. Tho ofc if one day ill woke up in 0 pain (both mental and physical preferably), ill be a dancing shark. So the next realistic thing is fall of capitalism. Tbf I am not sure if I'd still could live in a world where I am okay (as in where… I am healthy) while people I care for and lots of other people suffer. Guilt will probably eat me alive that I am the one who got magically cured and not a person I care for. Besides… gender dysphoria as well as unacceptable of my family won't be cured if only my "disabilities will be cured". Also that wouldn't change how tired I am, I believe, from all bs. And how much I hate myself. I honestly can not imagine my life without autism, so it's a bit hard to tell. Besides all the things I've lost…. Especially if it won't be explained and I just wake up suddenly being able to walk with 0 pain and well… walk. People will call me a fraud. Tho if it was a medical procedure…. I still think I'll give it to a friend. I just can't imagine not suffering while somebody I care for does. I know it sounds weird? But I mean…. I was sure I'll stop feeling suicidal if I'll be able to be independent from my parents as much…. But I think my brain is just wired this way. Not wanting being here. Besides, healing me wouldn't take away the pain and damage I got from my childhood, especially from religious practices and kinda csa from my mother. I just hate to live in a world of unfairness even if not in pain

So for me to even start changing my mind, the world would need to change. If there will be an equality in the world, if those awful, awful, disgusting figures that hold power rn die (preferably painful), if disabled people will be able to get a proper care, instead of whatever we have rn, I might think of a change. Tho perhaps after capitalism fall it still will suck as after any major event there are dark times for awhile…. So I'd say I might think to stay for awhile to see if there is anything I could do to help, how the world will change as I am curious

But perhaps it will still end in me ctb, cause… well… I just can't imagine another way for me. I can't imagine staying alive for long. It is just so fucking painful. Even with no disabilities

Tho. Again. Mb I'll change my mind even if it's still capitalism but I get cured? It's hard to imagine for me that because well, I've been born this way. So like…. Maybe healthy neurotypicals have it so easier I'll suddenly start to enjoy my life, but I've never been one. So I dunno. Considering there are people in SaSu who are healthy but wanna die, most likely no

 

[ctb_warrior]

Short answer: collapse of capitalism

Long answer: Getting healed from multiple disabilities is not a one thing, because, well…. I have like 4 (not counting chronic depression and anxiety cause apparently if it's chronic it counts?). That would be "I need 6 things to change". I know my conditions can not be healed. Tho ofc if one day ill woke up in 0 pain (both mental and physical preferably), ill be a dancing shark. So the next realistic thing is fall of capitalism. Tbf I am not sure if I'd still could live in a world where I am okay (as in where… I am healthy) while people I care for and lots of other people suffer. Guilt will probably eat me alive that I am the one who got magically cured and not a person I care for. Besides… gender dysphoria as well as unacceptable of my family won't be cured if only my "disabilities will be cured". Also that wouldn't change how tired I am, I believe, from all bs. And how much I hate myself. I honestly can not imagine my life without autism, so it's a bit hard to tell. Besides all the things I've lost…. Especially if it won't be explained and I just wake up suddenly being able to walk with 0 pain and well… walk. People will call me a fraud. Tho if it was a medical procedure…. I still think I'll give it to a friend. I just can't imagine not suffering while somebody I care for does. I know it sounds weird? But I mean…. I was sure I'll stop feeling suicidal if I'll be able to be independent from my parents as much…. But I think my brain is just wired this way. Not wanting being here. Besides, healing me wouldn't take away the pain and damage I got from my childhood, especially from religious practices and kinda csa from my mother. I just hate to live in a world of unfairness even if not in pain

So for me to even start changing my mind, the world would need to change. If there will be an equality in the world, if those awful, awful, disgusting figures that hold power rn die (preferably painful), if disabled people will be able to get a proper care, instead of whatever we have rn, I might think of a change. Tho perhaps after capitalism fall it still will suck as after any major event there are dark times for awhile…. So I'd say I might think to stay for awhile to see if there is anything I could do to help, how the world will change as I am curious

But perhaps it will still end in me ctb, cause… well… I just can't imagine another way for me. I can't imagine staying alive for long. It is just so fucking painful. Even with no disabilities

Tho. Again. Mb I'll change my mind even if it's still capitalism but I get cured? It's hard to imagine for me that because well, I've been born this way. So like…. Maybe healthy neurotypicals have it so easier I'll suddenly start to enjoy my life, but I've never been one. So I dunno. Considering there are people in SaSu who are healthy but wanna die, most likely no

Thanks dear for sharing your thoughts in such great detail.
I agree with you this world is such a bad place thanks to humans. It could have been such a beautiful world. Unfortunately, humans have made a hell out of this planet. They have encroached forests and spoiled natural habitat. They kill animals for the products without the permission of those animals.
It's really a sad state. As someone who has woken up from the matrix, it's difficult to unsee it all.
It's actually heart wrenching.

As a young teen i saw a homeless poor old guy shiver in the chilly weather and it looked like he didn't get to have food for several days. I was too young so i didn't have anything to help him with. But that scene flashes in front of my eyes when i spend unnecessarily. I feel like if i could use that money to help those in need.
I sent an idea to the pm office of India in 2015. But who cares? No one.

 

[StarsAbove]

The ability to connect with others, loving myself and not being so sensitive

 

[illvoid]

Being a better person who doesn't ruin everything I touch, for starters. Not being schizophrenic would also be fucking nice, but I could live with the mental illness if I wasn't also actively fucking up my life every chance I get

 

[ctb_warrior]

The ability to connect with others, loving myself and not being so sensitive

This is possible to achieve go through my articles telecult power, telepathic mind control, does god send help, miracle mindset.
The book, making friends by Andrew Matthews is a good read, instant influence and charisma by Paul McKenna.


If you need to talk about this, feel free to connect with me one on one. This can be sorted out for you

Being a better person who doesn't ruin everything I touch, for starters. Not being schizophrenic would also be fucking nice, but I could live with the mental illness if I wasn't also actively fucking up my life every chance I get

Schizophrenia can be controlled. My mother and my friend they both suffered from it and right medicines helped them live a normal life.
My mother is being given abilify.. I'm not sure what medications my friend is on. But he's also no longer facing any symptoms.

We can work on improving your mindset such that you don't end up ruining everything you touch, rather, you'll be able to make the most out of everything in your surroundings.

To begin with, go through my articles telecult power, telepathic mind control, does god send help, miracle mindset.

If you need any sort of guidance on this, feel free to connect with me one on one. I'll be happy to help in any way I can in my best capacity.

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