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LXXCH

LXXCH

angelmaker
Apr 3, 2024
48
mine is wanting someone ik I have complete control over and knowing I can literally do anything I want, no matter how bad/twisted it is that person would ctb without me sorta thing.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
mine is wanting someone ik I have complete control over and knowing I can literally do anything I want, no matter how bad/twisted it is that person would ctb without me sorta thing.
You want someone wrapped around your little finger. Don't worry, I do too
 
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Yuki_03

Yuki_03

Please, don’t.
Aug 9, 2023
309
im not gonna lie, me too

i know i will suffer. or maybe im just very desperate.
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,194
Death? I mean, it's deep and dark for most people.
I want to get r*ped. I know I'm sick and twisted. I also want to be a pornstar. Maybe that's because I see sex as something dirty and taboo…
Why do you see sex as dirty and taboo? It's literally one of the things this human species does the most
mine is wanting someone ik I have complete control over and knowing I can literally do anything I want, no matter how bad/twisted it is that person would ctb without me sorta thing.
If you were to find me irl, I'd be that person, perhaps not by choice but rather because I'm too weak to fight back or to tell anybody. I'm also easily controllable. I'd be your submissive person and do whatever you say until I ctb.

Though of course you won't exactly be finding me irl, I'm just speaking hypothetically
 
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Yuki_03

Yuki_03

Please, don’t.
Aug 9, 2023
309
well, im going w a darker one.
many times ive fantasised in killing or kidnapping a person, and then make them rely emotionally on me. i would torture them mentally (and maybe physically), and then... idk
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
Death? I mean, it's deep and dark for most people.

Why do you see sex as dirty and taboo? It's literally one of the things this human species does the most

If you were to find me irl, I'd be that person, perhaps not by choice but rather because I'm too weak to fight back or to tell anybody. I'm also easily controllable. I'd be your submissive person and do whatever you say until I ctb.

Though of course you won't exactly be finding me irl, I'm just speaking hypothetically
I don't know. I view sex as something gross and disgusting, but secretly I want to have it
 
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LXXCH

LXXCH

angelmaker
Apr 3, 2024
48
Death? I mean, it's deep and dark for most people.

Why do you see sex as dirty and taboo? It's literally one of the things this human species does the most

If you were to find me irl, I'd be that person, perhaps not by choice but rather because I'm too weak to fight back or to tell anybody. I'm also easily controllable. I'd be your submissive person and do whatever you say until I ctb.

Though of course you won't exactly be finding me irl, I'm just speaking hypothetically
lmao maybe in the next lifetime then
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,010
I want to get r*ped. I know I'm sick and twisted. I also want to be a pornstar. Maybe that's because I see sex as something dirty and taboo…
Boy, as a survivor of rape myself, this is very weird to read...

Anyway, speaking of rape, my deepest darkest desire is to beat the shit out of my rapist. Sure, that wouldn't undo what he did to me, but it'd be satisfying nonetheless.
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
If you were to find me irl, I'd be that person, perhaps not by choice but rather because I'm too weak to fight back or to tell anybody. I'm also easily controllable. I'd be your submissive person and do whatever you say until I ctb.

Though of course you won't exactly be finding me irl, I'm just speaking hypothetically
Yay, I can be the one to control you :) jk
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,194
I don't know. I just view sex as gross and disgusting, but secretly I desire to have it
I can tell that but wanting to be a pornstar? Though, ngl, being a pornstar sounds far better than being a wage slave. I see many people in society get jealous of pornstars because they don't slave away like the rest of humanity but then they pretend that they aren't jealous of them
lmao maybe in the next lifetime then
gulps. What if, from the next lifetime onwards, I'm always destined to be your little submissive human for you to command until all of my lifetimes have been finished? That would be something
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
well, im going w a darker one.
many times ive fantasised in killing or kidnapping a person, and then make them rely emotionally on me. i would torture them mentally (and maybe physically), and then... idk
You can kidnap me
 
Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,010
I can tell that but wanting to be a pornstar? Though, ngl, being a pornstar sounds far better than being a wage slave. I see many people in society get jealous of pornstars because they don't slave away like the rest of humanity but then they pretend that they aren't jealous of them
Admittedly... in spite of the stigma that comes with it, I wouldn't mind doing some kind of sexy modeling. Not sure if outright porn, but at the very least modeling.
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
I can tell that but wanting to be a pornstar? Though, ngl, being a pornstar sounds far better than being a wage slave. I see many people in society get jealous of pornstars because they don't slave away like the rest of humanity but then they pretend that they aren't jealous of them

gulps. What if, from the next lifetime onwards, I'm always destined to be your little submissive human for you to command until all of my lifetimes have been finished? That would be something
No, you're destined to be *my* little submissive human for me to command
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,194
Yay, I can be the one to control you :) jk
You can if you find me irl first. However, if both you and @LXXCH or anybody else who wants a submissive slave for themselves finds me irl, only expect me to submit to the best master out of you all. That way I can display my maximum usefulness for the one who deserves it the most.
Boy, as a survivor of rape myself, this is very weird to read...

Anyway, speaking of rape, my deepest darkest desire is to beat the shit out of my rapist. Sure, that wouldn't undo what he did to me, but it'd be satisfying nonetheless.
This reminded me of a bully I used to have in high school who made my time there an absolute hell. I wish I could beat him up. Honestly, I'm not exaggerating but I want to smash his head with a glass bottle for the pain he caused to me. Unfortunately I'm too weak to actually follow through with it but I'd be glad to make him suffer through hell. I hope your rapist suffers through hell one day as well
 
sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
You can if you find me irl first. However, if both you and @LXXCH or anybody else who wants a submissive slave for themselves finds me irl, only expect me to submit to the best master out of you all. That way I can display my maximum usefulness for the one who deserves it the most.

This reminded me of a bully I used to have in high school who made my time there an absolute hell. I wish I could beat him up. Honestly, I'm not exaggerating but I want to smash his head with a glass bottle for the pain he caused to me. Unfortunately I'm too weak to actually follow through with it but I'd be glad to make him suffer through hell. I hope your rapist suffers through hell one day as well
Name, age, where do you live? Jk 🤣
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,194
No, you're destined to be *my* little submissive human for me to command
Y-yes my master. I'm sorry for speaking out of tune. Please punish me as you wish

Okay, nah, I don't really want to roleplay right now but I certainly would be doing that irl if I were to be found
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
Y-yes my master. I'm sorry for speaking out of tune. Please punish me as you wish

Okay, nah, I don't really want to roleplay right now but I certainly would be doing that irl if I were to be found
Can I be your girlfriend?
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,194
Name, age, where do you live? Jk 🤣

I just wanna know you oh
Can you tell me now ow
My name, age and location are all [redacted by the power of online anonymity] in that respective order. This secret is yours and yours only to keep. Only you are worthy of this knowledge (unless if somebody else wants to control me that is)
 
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Malaria

Malaria

If I can't be my own, I'd feel better dead
Feb 24, 2024
1,010
You can if you find me irl first. However, if both you and @LXXCH or anybody else who wants a submissive slave for themselves finds me irl, only expect me to submit to the best master out of you all. That way I can display my maximum usefulness for the one who deserves it the most.

This reminded me of a bully I used to have in high school who made my time there an absolute hell. I wish I could beat him up. Honestly, I'm not exaggerating but I want to smash his head with a glass bottle for the pain he caused to me. Unfortunately I'm too weak to actually follow through with it but I'd be glad to make him suffer through hell. I hope your rapist suffers through hell one day as well
Yeah, there are scumbags out there I wanna give the "American History X curbstomp scene" treatment...
 
ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,194
this comment will be one of my last thoughts before I ctb. but for some reason if you are destined to be my little submissive human, I promise to be the only thing that hurts you and never allow you to go out and work because I'll provide everything you need.

alr left me? that's wild
Okay, screw you @sserafim, with a description like that, I kinda want to voluntarily be in your hands lol, nevermind getting forced. I never thought a master out there existed that could be so kind. I'm okay with suffering by your hands only instead of letting society siphon some of my suffering away from its rightful owner...
 
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sserafim

sserafim

they say it’s darkest of all before the dawn
Sep 13, 2023
6,592
Okay, screw you @sserafim, with a description like that, I kinda want to voluntarily be in your hands lol, nevermind getting forced. I never thought a master out there existed that could be so kind. I'm okay with suffering by your hands only instead of letting society siphon some of my suffering away from its rightful owner...
Wdym
GO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM!!!!
THEY DESERVE IT

no i dont have a boyfriend
I'd be your boyfriend but I'm a girl lol
 
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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

death will be my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
2,194
I don't fully know. Just the idea of never having to work again sounds enticing enough for me to have chosen my master. In other words, I'll devote myself to @LXXCH only unless- hey wait, you can't... fine, I'll submit to all of you
 
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Silent_cries

Silent_cries

I wish I could delete my trauma...
Aug 10, 2021
733
Mine would be wanting to get humanity extinct due to how horrible it is. Sometimes I want to murder children when I see them so they won't have to grow up in this hell. I also wish all bad humans would die bc we don't need more suffering in this world than there already is. I'm starting to realise that I'm a hardcore misanthrope. It's not that I hate everyone though, I just hate the suffering in this world and the horrible stuff humanity and society does to us tbh.
 

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