Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[anonymous29]

switching between insane, empty, overwhelmed, sad, and angry randomly

 

[zam_zam]

I miss feeling like I was on the edge of nirvana
It was probably a deluded fantasy, but it felt real
It was a glimpse of what existing ought to be instead of what it is
Like being in the eye of a hurricane
I can't tolerate even the most basic shit because all I think about is that feeling
I don't want to live a life that isn't like that
I've read NDE accounts from people who reported something similar
For me it came from being a privileged junkie

Felt it on a manic episode, my parents brought me to the hospital, they injected me with something. I felt like I died, I was following an entity, I grabbed it and asked who I was. It told me that it's just you. There's no distinction, I'm you, you are me. I asked it why do I feel so much pain it just told me, it doesn't matter.

 

[Custos]

I have £100m under my bed, someone please break in. Murder required.

 

[CTB Dream]

this me no psbl any this me loseall this lif awfl wrng cncpt

 

[amor.dor]

I feel good about myself, but the politics and economy of my country constantly irritate me; I'd rather die than live just to pay taxes. Phew

 

[BlendedHeart]

Hello SS, it's another sad saturday night for me.

Since I won't pay full price for the new RE game (I'll wait for a sale or something, as usual), I'm playing RE2 again.

It's raining a lot outside. I could be out with friends or my girlfriend... if I had any of those, so I'm comfortably numb inside.

 

[Manaaja]

A castration would have prevented this post.

 

[violetforever]

i think im just immensely and forever dissatisfied by everything in life. even in moments where i dont feel that way, its underlying. i know it will eventually lead me to ending my own life when i cant take how much it bothers me. i feel like ive fully came to my senses about reality at 24. ive been suicidal since i was 11 but its different as a child. theres still hope for experiencing life and growing up. i feel like ive just experienced enough and given up to be sure about suicide instead of dying of old age or waiting for some unfortunate chance.

 

[Bitch With An Apple]

Clarity but also trapped. I'm starting to get physically sick of how much I have to lie to survive.
I tested my ligature method and felt no fear. Just relief. But that was probably because I knew I wasn't going to go all the way. I think I could do it but I still can't do that to my mom.

 

[dead dav]

Fed up of this life

 

[CTB Dream]

rly awfl lif rly awfl all

 

[Manaaja]

Being abused by violent, brainless, evil idiots makes it so that you think you are deserving, because you are kind, loving, good, intelligent, wise. But what if someone else is also kind, loving, good, intelligent, wise? Does that make you undeserving? It's scary, isn't it? You want others to be great people, but your whole worthiness is tied to you being the only great person.