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violetforever

violetforever

Mage
Dec 24, 2025
537
i cleaned out more of my room today. i just have a bunch of clothes left that ill need to sort through and donate or throw away. it took me preparing for ctb to be productive and realize how unnecessary the amount of clothes i have is. just everything i own is unnecessary. it feels good to get rid of all this stuff.

something that made me surprisingly happy today is that a stray cat i was feeding finally came back to my door 😥 im not allowed to feed her now but i did anyway while sat with her for a little. i havent seen her for almost 2 months. thats basically the time i began planning to ctb. its just a nice feeling seeing this kitty again before i do it 💗
 
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ThunderBringer

ThunderBringer

Paladin
Feb 16, 2026
4
Absolutely unwanted and uncared for. My girlfriend is ignoring me in favour of her phone right now, I tried to tell her I want some more attention but I'm not very good at expressing how I feel and she went back to her phone after giving me what I wanted for about 30 seconds. I just want to die
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Mage
Dec 24, 2025
537
Absolutely unwanted and uncared for. My girlfriend is ignoring me in favour of her phone right now, I tried to tell her I want some more attention but I'm not very good at expressing how I feel and she went back to her phone after giving me what I wanted for about 30 seconds. I just want to die
what in the world is more important on a phone than someone right next to u who loves u?! im sorry i just got so upset for u when i read this.
 
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yotaka

明日にはすべてが終るとして
Jan 29, 2026
41
i cleaned out more of my room today. i just have a bunch of clothes left that ill need to sort through and donate or throw away. it took me preparing for ctb to be productive and realize how unnecessary the amount of clothes i have is. just everything i own is unnecessary. it feels good to get rid of all this stuff.

something that made me surprisingly happy today is that a stray cat i was feeding finally came back to my door 😥 im not allowed to feed her now but i did anyway while sat with her for a little. i havent seen her for almost 2 months. thats basically the time i began planning to ctb. its just a nice feeling seeing this kitty again before i do it 💗
Why aren't you allowed to feed her?
 

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