Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Nihil]

Suicidal ideation is a real pain in the ass sometimes. Even when I don't want it, it sometimes just has a way of being forced into my thoughts. Bleh...

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

utterly beaten

 

[Quinlor]

Lonely

 

[Psilo]

Drained

 

[Walilamdzi]

Tiiiiired

 

[WOODESITY]

I'm drunk right now, I'm so ready to ctb but I can't, I'm not alone yet

 

[AhG]

Loneliness. I really fucking miss my wife, and my birthday is in a few days, I'm expecting a text from her that I know I won't get.

 

[Jc40]

Feel like void in me but also it could be worse, also better but yeah

 

[IRIYAMA]

Feel empty, even though I'm surrounded by family. Sad part is I can't open up to them about the ctb thoughts, grateful to have a mate interstate to vent to.
Feel in pain and highly symptomatic, having trouble with mobility and have shocking neuropathy and unpredictable palpitations.
Only constant thoughts are to ctb, can't even do my job satisfactorily, just over it all..

Sorry to rant, hope I didn't bore anyone...

 

[salvation]

I just dont wanna be here anymore

 

[EllaBella]

Unbearably pathetic. Unfathomably tired.

 

[Quinlor]

Anxious, despaired

 

[CornerE]

hopeless
trapped
violated

 

[Redt2go]

conflicted, exhausted, trapped, lonely, unhappy, ungrateful, hungry, regretful, simping

 

[Jodes]

conflicted, exhausted, trapped, lonely, unhappy, ungrateful, hungry, regretful, simping

Holy Moly. Makes me really fukcing glad I just feel angry and sore right now. Hungry? Nothing to eat??

 

[Redt2go]

Holy Moly. Makes me really fukcing glad I just feel angry and sore right now. Hungry? Nothing to eat??

lol no I've got food I was just taking a break from eating

 

[Jodes]

lol no I've got food I was just taking a break from eating

That method wouldn't be my first choice.

Ugh.. feeling sad & lonely. Fickle moods

 

[Redt2go]

That method wouldn't be my first choice.

Ugh.. feeling sad & lonely. Fickle moods

mine either, wasn't going vsed, I just wasn't eating

 

[TheRiverStyz]

Restless.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

rudderless

 

[WOODESITY]

Unmotivated and angry

 

[Jodes]

mine either, wasn't going vsed, I just wasn't eating

Sorry, was trying to be funny

 

[silentsinger]

disgrace

 

[maraexhausted]

so exhausted. I feel like nothing can help me, i don't have hopeness on the future and the life. Because i have everything, like everybody says, i have health, family, friends, but i'm completely not able to feel happy and alive. And the same time i'm afraid to take my life. I'm so boring and ingenius.

 

[Jc40]

Numb

 

[limelight]

Maybe a little bit less alone in this world after reading you guys' comments in here

 

[EddieAllenPoe]

F-bl-uh. UGGGGGH. FUCK. FUCK. FUCK! BULLSHIT! This is... FUCKING BULLSHIT!

As you can see, I normally have to stop and think before I describe how I'm feeling because I'd confuse and scare the shit out of most people.

 

[Redt2go]

Sorry, was trying to be funny

you gotta add the dry lol so we know

 

[Memento Mori]

i want to fucking sleep or go on a psychedelic trip. anything else then feeling awake and pissed of life
cant find music that calms me...everything sucks. even just the sound of rain and lightning
maybe some random nature documentation will work

 

[Ghastly]

I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.

I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.

I should be doing so many things yet I'm in bed early drinking wine and reading with bengay all over my body cause I like the tingling