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Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

Pure Vanilla

Pure Vanilla

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Jun 4, 2025
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Somewhat Suicidal said:
Have done that a few times, too. I'm scared of the next time.

Days seem to blend into each other. Nothing ever happens. I'm just hiding in my room, I don't want to hear or see normal people outside. I can't motivate myself to do anything except occasionally eat when hunger really gets bad, take my meds, write and read here to keep me occupied somehow and kill some more time by rewatching TV shows I like. It just sucks.
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Do you ever find that you feel your room is a prison? Like you can freely leave at any point but theres nothing out there for you so its a cell that you will die in?
 
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