Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Seaghost]

I wanted to get hold by a person who don't exist. Someone like a mother but "higher".
And simultaneously I don't want to be touched by anyone.
(Feeling) people can be really scary.
This world is scary.
Hm the next step into another hole of depression?

uncertainty uncertainty uncertainty
:/

 

[whiteflag]

That I look at the future and its just blank. Nothing at all. Of course duh if I'm suicidal. But it's always been that way, when they ask you wanted you wanted to do after school and planning your life. I could never picture it.
I want to be stable for once, some days I want to improve. Others I want to dig into the darkest hole. Its truly a moment to moment seesaw between living and dying.

 

[not_ready]

unworthy

 

[WhatPowerIs]

I don't even know why I even bother anymore.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Dread

 

[want2dienow]

suicidal

 

[outatime_85]

At this point in my life when I'm not really feeling or thinking the best things about myself and am in a really dark place, I still wonder what it would be like to have people who believe in me, who really want to see me succeed, who truly encourage me to go after what dreams I may still have and support me on the way.

 

[Seaghost]

Will escape a lil bit. There a new episodes of Gentleman Jack and Raised by Wolves :].

 

[allesistgut]

i'm tired and broken-down. i should have died when i had planned.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Mentally exhausted... Crawling on empty.

 

[JealousOfTheElderly]

In another thread, a user made a comment about how his IQ is average just like his penis.
I haven't had sex in so long. My partner doesn't satisfy me at all. Reading that turned me on... I feel human again. Wish I could test for myself whether the user is average sized or not. A girl has needs!

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

In another thread, a user made a comment about how his IQ is average just like his penis.
I haven't had sex in so long. My partner doesn't satisfy me at all. Reading that turned me on... I feel human again. Wish I could test for myself whether the user is average sized or not. A girl has needs!

I suffer from average penis and below average intelligence.

 

[WhatPowerIs]

In another thread, a user made a comment about how his IQ is average just like his penis.
I haven't had sex in so long. My partner doesn't satisfy me at all. Reading that turned me on... I feel human again. Wish I could test for myself whether the user is average sized or not. A girl has needs!

Have you talked to your partner about this?

 

[Celerity]

I feel so rejected. I have only my family. No one chooses me if they have better options.

 

[JealousOfTheElderly]

I suffer from average penis and below average intelligence.

I doubt your IQ is low. People who are suicidal tend to have higher IQs. Lower IQs tend to correlate with those who are more complacent. Religion usually saves them from ctb-ing.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Cat scratched my wrist.... The sting... It's tempting to feel more

 

[WhatPowerIs]

I doubt your IQ is low. People who are suicidal tend to have higher IQs. Lower IQs tend to correlate with those who are more complacent. Religion usually saves them from ctb-ing.

If that's the case then I envy those with lower IQs but I think I already have a low IQ so something is wrong

as for what I'm feeling, I don't know... Confusion I guess.

I feel so rejected. I have only my family. No one chooses me if they have better options.

I totally know what you mean. In a way human beings are replacable. The only people they aren't replacable to is their family, maybe. It depends a lot on context.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

I doubt your IQ is low. People who are suicidal tend to have higher IQs. Lower IQs tend to correlate with those who are more complacent. Religion usually saves them from ctb-ing.

If it isn't low it's still average. Not smart enough for any good job. I would still choose not to be alive.
It's to exhausting to be here. I'm bored with everything.

 

[Life_and_Death]

Holding back tears because I'm not in the kitchen rn. This is why I'm pathetic

 

[TLEEA]

I feel all the same. What I feel doesn't matter much to me anymore.

 

[Passersby]

Fuck Everything! That's how I'm feeling again. There is no limit to the amount of suffering that can come in our lives. This is what I have learned. As soon as you think it can't get any worse, sure enough it does. I can hardly type right now.

I'm glad that SS exists, is here and available to us. I'm also glad that Mr. Nitschke has decided to make it his life's work to provide info for people to be able to obtain a peaceful or somewhat peaceful death at the time and place of there choosing. I do hope there will be easier methods that are legal to obtain in the future because it isn't easy. Hopefully the sarco will become available worldwide to anyone! I would get in it right now if I had one.

I like to envision a world where there will be a peaceful pill sold cheaply in cvs/drug stores available to anyone.

 

[Alcoholic Teletubby]

I shouldn't have eaten so many spicy veggie nuggets. 'Shit is like hot Cheetos.

Didn't eat 'til four and I just started taking Prozac.

 

[Opichi]

Numb. Ashamed. Like a combination of my parents. Loss.

 

[Life_and_Death]

PAIN!!!!! I stubbed my pinky toe now there's a blood blister about 3/4 the size of a dime and stings...

30mins later.....
STRESS!!!! SO MUCH FUCKING STRESS STUPID FACEBOOK.
i just got my laptop back from the shop so i opened it up to check things out and facebook its totally fucked. theres a group notif that i cant get rid of. im not even in any groups so i have no fucking idea what it thinks its on about but its high. i think its also drunk because the screen is expanded so the edges are cut off and zooming in/out only makes it worse.
oh and my toe still hurts lol

 

[Foresight]

Frazzled, like the world moves at a faster pace than I've ever been able to keep up with.

 

[Dead Ghost]

Sadness... today I have realized too many things and I don't like it at all. My heart is full of sorrows and they start coming out of all the pores of my skin as if they were thorns.
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Tristor..., avuí m'he n'estic adonant de masses coses i no m'agrada pas gens. Tinc el cor farcit de penes i em comencen a sortir per tots els porus de la pell com si fossin espines.

 

[TheLastK]

Lonely, frustrated, I just want to be listened to.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

Fucking went to the story and bought beers, ales, dark ales and ciders. Ended up now drinking all of them, I can't seem to save alcohol. It's easier to go six days without jacking off to porn than not drinking literally every beverage I've bought the same day.

 

[Celerity]

Fucking went to the story and bought beers, ales, dark ales and ciders. Ended up now drinking all of them, I can't seem to save alcohol. It's easier to go six days without jacking off to porn than not drinking literally every beverage I've bought the same day.

I'm sorry. I have been there. You get to a point where sobriety feels like a punishment. Is there any source of escape (videogames, books, TV, music) that can take you out of your head without alcohol?

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I'm sorry. I have been there. You get to a point where sobriety feels like a punishment. Is there any source of escape (videogames, books, TV, music) that can take you out of your head without alcohol?

I rarely drink. But when I do, I can't stop until I'm all out (based?). No alcohol problem here, tbh. Btw, you're the guy with 160 IQ or something, right? I wish u were female so I could simp.