Dejected 55
Visionary
- May 7, 2025
- 2,291
Still sick... maybe less so than the last couple of days, but still sick. And still miserable about life in general. Wish SO much I was already gone, but I couldn't do that right either. There's nothing redeeming in my life or in the world to me. Perhaps there never was and it just took me most of my life to admit it. I don't want to be here or anywhere. I don't want to be, period.