Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[Dejected 55]

Alternating always between numbness and pain. I realize now I am stuck here, for who knows how long, in a miserable life that I can do nothing about. I can make minor adjustments and maybe achieve technical existence, but never thriving or living... just existing until something eventually takes me. I have very little choice, and what choice I appear to have is mostly illusion.

 

[x3la]

I think i made my first real attempt last saturday. I got incredibly drunk and wandered up on a bridge to do it. Managed to climb up on the railing but just as i was about to climb over the suicide prevention "net" i was stopped by a couple passing by.

Next time i won't fail.

 

[KenDuh]

Wondering, what am I, what should I do with it