Discussion What are you feeling right now? don't think. just type.

[BeansOfRequirement]

Slight headache, went to a job interview and saw functional people everywhere ofc (worsened mental state), couldn't eat anything due to the stress of an interview so low on calories and also dehydrated. Feel very lonely like always ofc, heh. Shitty day, I hate it when anything happens or I choose to take on a task such as this. I prefer stability and sameness, even if it means never imitating the well-adjusted by "earning my keep" or "experiencing love".

 

[makingsure4]

When asked about what my gifts are on one of these threads I said basically that because of the way I experience music I've been told I'm a great dancer. The part I didn't want to add because I didn't want to add another depressing thing, at least to that thread, is that I used to really enjoy dancing. Then I was in an accident that hurt my spine. No longer. I feel bloated and stiff. Not the same me before the accident.

 

[cupples1979@hotmail.]

Ready to ctb right now. So glad this is an anonymous forum of like minded people. The level of stress in my life is insurmountable and I can't see a way out... there is nothing left :(

Im in the same boat. I wish i would just keep over and be done or just get enough will power to do it myself

 

[WornOutLife]

I feel like kissing a girl.

 

[greebo6]

I feel like I just can't face another day.

 

[GrumpyFrog]

I wish I could just be left the hell alone, so that I can retreat into my imaginary world and just spend time writing.

 

[http-410]

I feel absolutely nothing. My brain is completely numb.

 

[goodgrief]

I just feel trapped and terrified of everything. :(

 

[LastFlowers]

Fried

 

[Mentalmick]

Doomed

 

[wannago]

No depression - I've been through that. But I'm done. And I've done what I've wanted to do. I feel as though I've reached a conclusion, but I don't have the funds to finish it yet. I'm looking forward to it though, it feels as though I've finally come to terms with who I am, and I've been treating people much better after making this choice.
I'm not even sad, but I hate the fact that my choice will potentially govern how others are feeling, and I'm not even talking to them about it. I do however feel much more resolved and it is a blessing.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

The new Wandavision episode actually kinda scared me haha... Fellow viewers would probably know which moment I'm talking about. I don't think I can sleep tonight...

 

[http-410]

Still numb. As if I or my thoughts were non-existent. Also very tired/exhausted.

 

[DocNo]

empty. lonely. tired.

 

[Deleted member 22624]

It would be foolish to think any other medication will be any different. It's just as likely to be even worse than any better. It's insanity. I can't let myself be talked into any more

 

[L I F E T O L O S E]

Angry inside

 

[stygal]

nothing...as if I didn't even exist

wish I knew how to utilize my time on this planet...

everything's a continuous circle of meaninglessness...

 

[http-410]

I feel numb - there's perhaps a bit of despair, because I know there's no (other) way out. I was even so numb, when I crossed that bridge I often walk across, I didn't have the strong impulse to jump like always (which I would never do).

I'm tired, stuck, but mostly numb. Also my jaw hurts.

 

[rhonda]

Im in the same boat. I wish i would just keep over and be done or just get enough will power to do it myself

Right? Then you manage to push on another day....idk...then I beat myself up over pissing and moaning about my first world problems...wtf is wrong with me...I should be grateful I have a roof, clean water, food...I can pay for the alcohol that medicates me...I seem to hate people I push them all out, then, walk the path alone

Im in the same boat. I wish i would just keep over and be done or just get enough will power to do

Im in the same boat. I wish i would just keep over and be done or just get enough will power to do it myself

Right? Fml...we'll get it right someday...one way or the other

 

[restforeternity]

Ouch

 

[foxdie]

I thought my laptop cable broke and tonight was going to be my last night using it ever. It turns out the light switch controling the outlet was switched off and the cable was fine.

I find myself becoming increasingly fatalistic and despairing recently, even over the littlest things. My life is so lonely and empty now, I have little to focus in generally. I'm falling fast into my end...

 

[http-410]

I was jogging and suddenly I felt so dizzy/dissociative that I thought I was going to faint. Still kinda wobbly and dizzy. My brain is a wreck.

 

[restforeternity]

Somewhat sombre today.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

sombre

The soundtrack to my life.

 

[restforeternity]

The soundtrack to my life.

Didn't know this existed. Ty though.

 

[Lmd]

Bored. I wish something excitind would happend soon

 

[Going Home]

I used to be a nice trusting person. Never again after the past few years.

 

[WornOutLife]

Hungry. This new diet sucks!

 

[http-410]

I'm tired and it's cold. I'd like to eat something, but I'm not hungry and I'm too tired anyway.

 

[LastResort]

I'm feeling so tired, mentally but also psychically