Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
- 21,090
Why am I up at 9 AM? It's too early for me. I just want to be back asleep but I'm afraid I won't make it to work if I do.
Thinking about my suicideI feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.