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Zegers
Enlightened
- Dec 15, 2021
- 1,763
distressed, anxiety, no plans, lonely af, just stuck here
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I have no idea as usual. Just a bit dazed I guess. hungry, and confused. a little scared too, and stressed. But as usual it's mostly complete emptiness and neutrality, which I strive for.I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.