CTB Dream
Disabled. Hard talk, don't argue, make fun, etc
- Sep 17, 2022
- 2,081
This rly tired all all time injury damage same stupid thing awful callous fiend this trap stk no able brain rly wabt leave awful life
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Wanting to be held but from a distance. I have the overwhelming feeling of wanting comfort but only end up pushing that comfort away. Fighting with my boyfriend everyday is so exhausting. I just want it all to stop..I feel empty. Like if you slice me open, you'll find nothing there. Just black emptiness. I go through life mechanically, and it's like every emotion I feel is fake. Like they're really just at the surface. Beneath, there's nothing. It's weird. I know what to feel but I don't feel it.
I'm hurting and because of that, I end up hurting others. I don't want to cause pain anymore. I don't want to feel pain anymore. I just want it all to end.