WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
975
I can tell from his profile posts how much he appreciated you. There's no way round it. It hurts when a friend makes that decision. You were there for him and that's all anyone can do. I hope you can be kind to yourself too.
Thank you so much.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,712
Thank you so much.
I wish I could help. Maybe you just have to be at the moment. Nothing else. If you can. Losing such an amazing friend is bound to affect you.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
975
I wish I could help. Maybe you just have to be at the moment. Nothing else. If you can. Losing such an amazing friend is bound to affect you.
Your replies have helped immensely. You are a very kind person. I'll just try… I know you didn't know him well from what it appears, I hope you can manage too, you know?
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,712
Your replies have helped immensely. You are a very kind person. I'll just try… I know you didn't know him well from what it appears, I hope you can manage too, you know?
I always liked his posts but didn't have the energy to interact much. His character shone through. It's kind of you to think about me when you're hurting so much. Thank you. I appreciate it. A friend's cat consoles me at the moment. It's a privilege to know this not so little cat. I hope you have some consolation too.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
975
I always liked his posts but didn't have the energy to interact much. His character shone through. It's kind of you to think about me when you're hurting so much. Thank you. I appreciate it. A friend's cat consoles me at the moment. It's a privilege to know this not so little cat. I hope you have some consolation too.
That sounds lovely. It's nice to have a cat or a dog next to you, I often think about what it would be like to have a pet (my parents forbid it). Thank you so much. I'm wishing the best for you!
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,712
That sounds lovely. It's nice to have a cat or a dog next to you, I often think about what it would be like to have a pet (my parents forbid it). Thank you so much. I'm wishing the best for you!
I'm sorry your parents won't let you have a pet. Maybe you could go and pet-sit for somebody? I wish you the best too.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
975
I'm sorry your parents won't let you have a pet. Maybe you could go and pet-sit for somebody? I wish you the best too.
Hmm. Maybe not likely. Maybe in the future? I'll see. Thank you so much again. If you ever want to talk again feel free to approach me whenever.
 
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WorthlessTrash

WorthlessTrash

Worthless
Apr 19, 2022
2,415
Hopeless and torn.
 
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rationaltake

rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,712
Hmm. Maybe not likely. Maybe in the future? I'll see. Thank you so much again. If you ever want to talk again feel free to approach me whenever.
Thanks. I'll take you up on that. And please feel free to approach me if you want to talk again.
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
I'm thinking all people suck, everything's my fault, I hate living and I wish I were dead. That about covers it.
 
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randy

Student
Jan 6, 2023
155
what I am always feeling, every second of the day: crippling regret over lost opportunities because of my own stupidity or fear.
 
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savoytruffle

savoytruffle

Student
Mar 31, 2022
197
afraid of everything shaking in my own skin
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
388
Imagining shooting myself in public.
 
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Seaghost

Seaghost

Specialist
Apr 14, 2019
301
I feel sorry for the mankind.
I'm ashamed of myself.
Will we ever be able push the hate, last for power and so on aside?

I'm ashamed of myself because I chatted with someone here and than I just stopped answering because things in the real world needed to take care of.
And now I see written lines of that User und I'm asking me how can I answer the right way?

I have to do better....
 
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sincerelysad

sincerelysad

bpd . chronic pain . ptsd . pls be kind <3
Jan 4, 2023
160
uncomfortable. bored. overwhelmed.
i want to go to sleep and not wake up again. i want to be at true peace for once. i'm so unsatisfied and pessimistic these days.
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

Archangel
Mar 23, 2018
9,326
this feeling kinda came out of nowhere, but i wish i had someone to hold me.
I know that feeling as well. I don't need a relationship... Cuz wanting to die but it would be nice to hold someone.
I feel sorry for the mankind.
I'm ashamed of myself.
Will we ever be able push the hate, last for power and so on aside?

I'm ashamed of myself because I chatted with someone here and than I just stopped answering because things in the real world needed to take care of.
And now I see written lines of that User und I'm asking me how can I answer the right way?

I have to do better....
I feel the same way about mankind. So much hate just because someone is different or doesn't share the same religious or political beliefs. I even get caught up in it. I hate when people try to force their beliefs on me. It makes me angry. I don't go to church and I will not give money to any religious organization. I don't have any to give anyway.
 
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WhatPowerIs

WhatPowerIs

Paragon
Jun 19, 2022
975
It hurts.
 
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leaf23

Specialist
Dec 12, 2020
335
Sad and sludgy. Trying not to let some people affect me but it's hard today. Sad some people are really deliberately unkind
 
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aforestfire

aforestfire

"for truly, i am no longer a part of the world."
Dec 17, 2022
89
i want to die out of despise, i can't live and let them think that everything's fine and nothing wrong happened. i can't live and see how easy it's for everyone else just move on.
 
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TraurigerClown

TraurigerClown

Member
Dec 13, 2022
78
empty and totally suicidal
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
388
Thanks for the verbal assault. Gonna head to SS and try and try to formulate an exit plan. Again.

Like, someone kill me. I'm not gonna be able to do it myself. No strategy I develop can be successful without potential setbacks.
 
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WhenTheyCry

WhenTheyCry

Experienced
Jun 25, 2022
270
vibing to Roboco's singing rn:
 
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Alcoholic Teletubby

Alcoholic Teletubby

Rip in piss
Jan 10, 2022
388
Welp. I forgot I had work today.

 
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vultureilse

vultureilse

ready to go, just waiting for the right time!
Dec 31, 2022
145
tired of existing. today i went back to sleep everytime i woke up and ended up sleeping for like 14 hours in total but i still wish i could sleep more. im so exhausted i dont feel like doing anything, i really need to wash my hair because its gross but i have no energy to get out of bed
 
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MidnightCat

MidnightCat

Still 3 more lives to go.
Jan 1, 2023
175
It hurts. It just hurts.

I'm deeply scared of losing you but I'm not capable of getting out of bed, not today... Not tomorrow... Never.

I just want to end it, I just wanna cry in a dark corner feeling my warm blood.



I'm sorry, I can't do this anymore.
 
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wesv

already dead
Nov 21, 2022
31
Autism at 30. So many years wasted. Decades. I want to cry but it's 6am and I haven't slept because my body is in ketosis because of my eating disorder. Schizophrenia at 29.
My life trajectory.
 
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thinkkank

thinkkank

Experienced
Oct 16, 2019
247
I feel bummed out. I don't know why, nothing bad has happened. I think there's something wrong chemically with my head right now. I can't eat or move, I'm slouching heavily
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,761
I barely have any energy, i don't know if its because of depression, anxiety or because i am dead. I dislike being a powerless human.
 
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Rainy_days

Rainy_days

Experienced
Dec 21, 2022
261
Hate my loud fucking neighbor so much. I just want to sleep and he's blasting his fucking loud TV.
 
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Kualk

Kualk

May we all find peace
Jan 10, 2023
43
Terribly bored at work, folks come by the desk and just talk for literal hours about their money problems. After this I'm dreading having to go to university and listening to normal people talk about what they did with their friends over the holidays.
 
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