Well, it is time for me to stop hurting.

[nitrogen]

I don't know why I'm crying inconsolably over @Ark 's departure. I can't explain it and it shocks me. I barely know him and haven't got a chance to engage in deep conversations with him.

I was so sure I was a psychopath + sociopath or at least had quite a few tendencies. I mean, I watch videos of people getting dismembered alive by chainsaws as breakfast entertainment on bestgore.

I guess it's because his beautiful soul really touched my core. PS, I thought he was a gal.

I always feel like I'm simultaneously possessed by an angel and a demon. Perhaps the angel in me is prevailing tonight.

 

[realjunes]

I don't know why I'm crying inconsolably over @Ark 's departure. I can't explain it and it shocks me. I barely know him and haven't got a chance to engage in deep conversations with him.

I was so sure I was a psychopath + sociopath or at least had quite a few tendencies. I mean, I watch videos of people getting dismembered alive by chainsaws as breakfast entertainment on bestgore.

I guess it's because his beautiful soul really touched my core. PS, I thought he was a gal.

I always feel like I'm simultaneously possessed by an angel and a demon. Perhaps the angel in me is prevailing tonight.

Nitrogen,
Thank you for this post. Importantly, you mentioned an assumption I MADE, to assume @Ark was a male individual, when I don't really know. I thank you for this mention, because one of the things I love at SS, is often we don't know the gender of the SS member, nor should we, nor should we care. I am momentarily ashamed for assuming a gender, when I should not.
Notwithstanding my nomenclature issues, I totally agree with you that @Ark was a beautiful soul.
Oh, and yes, I too, find myself crying over people I don't know IRL, but so wish I did. I know my life would have been more fulfilling to IRL know many SS members. Amazing.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Ark … I just want to say how much you will be missed. I hope you find peace and it is painless.

 

[angie]

I am here. Having to keep myself on the path. Kids were staying up to spend some extra time with me. I am going to be self banning more and going to have my drink and laying down. I love you all and hope you all find your way to peace no matter how. They are going to purposely leave me alone for 24 hours just to be safe. But if I have been wrong about 6gm all this time I guess I will know soon enough. But I don't think so. A lot of you here made me feel better than I can describe, and I am going to miss you. But I am happy. Thank you all. And yes, your posts made me more emotional than I thought, but that odd a good thing. I am smiling. And will leave smiling. Please read my first post many times. With all the love I have to give.

Ark

I wish you peace ark will miss you .RIP

 

[CyanideSoup]

I hope you had a peaceful journey, you will be missed

 

[ManWithNoName]

I wish you well and that you find peace, and hoping there is an Afterlife, a better existence for you.

 

[BabyYoda]

I don't think we've talked before, Ark, since I'm a new member here, but I wish you a peaceful journey.

 

[Jean4]

Ark
I told the person thank you for you as you requested. All is good. Don't party with Stan too much.

 

[SinisterKid]

Ark, so so sorry I was not around when you decided enough was enough. You know I greatly appreciate all you did behind the scenes here and the amount of time and effort you put into trying to protect others from those who would wish them harm.

I hope wherever you are now, you have found the peace you sought.

 

[Lara Francis]

RIP ark. I hope you have found the peace you were searching for x

 

[chris8000]

You've been a good influence here and you reached out and helped me when you didn't have to.

Rest in peace.

 

[HannahB]

:( goodbye ark you'll be missed, a lot

 

[Deathwish1968]

I am new to this site and it seems so surreal and sad. But I hope he is free from all his pain and in a happier place. I am still trying to get my head around it and finding it really hard. Hope he is at peace wherever he is.

 

[Jean4]

I am new to this site and it seems so surreal and sad. But I hope he is free from all his pain and in a happier place. I am still trying to get my head around it and finding it really hard. Hope he is at peace wherever he is.

It doesn't get easier... but you will get used to it.

 

[Moony21]

I hope Ark is at peace now

 

[Enshadowed]

I hope you had a safe and peaceful journey Ark. Just looking at all the posts tells me that you may be gone but will never be forgotten.

 

[NotGoneButNotHere]

RIP, see you in the afterlife

 

[BPD Barbie]

Sorry I missed you. We spoke a little when I was new here. Thank you for your advice and input into things. I hope you're peaceful now. Sending love.

 

[Deathwish1968]

I don't know why I'm crying inconsolably over @Ark 's departure. I can't explain it and it shocks me. I barely know him and haven't got a chance to engage in deep conversations with him.

I was so sure I was a psychopath + sociopath or at least had quite a few tendencies. I mean, I watch videos of people getting dismembered alive by chainsaws as breakfast entertainment on bestgore.

I guess it's because his beautiful soul really touched my core. PS, I thought he was a gal.

I always feel like I'm simultaneously possessed by an angel and a demon. Perhaps the angel in me is prevailing tonight.

 

[reapandsow918]

Bye @Ark we love you. Thank you for your advice and guidance when I was lost with myself. You were truly a light to others.

 

[Bruceleelives1969]

Peace on your journey!

 

[Jean4]

@6ixxy will be joining you soon.

 

[Jean4]

bump

 

[2211264]

 

[chris8000]

Ark is gone, but Ark is not forgotten.

Hoping your at peace somewhere away from all the unbearable pain and suffering you were going through.

 

[MrOptions]

Peaceful journeys.

 

[Broken Chimera]

I never spoke to Ark, but seeing this shows me how much they were cared about. I hope they found peace.

 

[angie]

I never spoke to Ark, but seeing this shows me how much they were cared about. I hope they found peace.

Well i think we can all take on board that Arks gone peacefully , and that the info he gave us about 1 bottle being enough is correct , he only had 120mls . give me a bit reassurance . rip ark

 

[The nerd]

Take care, Ark. Hope you got what you wanted. Wish I could be as brave.....hopefully soon.

 

[nitrogen]

Hi Ark. I wish you're still around to help me bring out the good side of me.

Your posts were my Xanax.

Just missing your presence here.

You'll not be forgotten.