I am here. Having to keep myself on the path. Kids were staying up to spend some extra time with me. I am going to be self banning more and going to have my drink and laying down. I love you all and hope you all find your way to peace no matter how. They are going to purposely leave me alone for 24 hours just to be safe. But if I have been wrong about 6gm all this time I guess I will know soon enough. But I don't think so. A lot of you here made me feel better than I can describe, and I am going to miss you. But I am happy. Thank you all. And yes, your posts made me more emotional than I thought, but that odd a good thing. I am smiling. And will leave smiling. Please read my first post many times. With all the love I have to give.
Ark