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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
252
Exactly at what point did it become so hard to acquire SN?
Literally cannot seem to find any legit source lol
 
Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
4,942
Yes it was trivial to obtain which is why it got so much attention here, more than any other attribute. It became harder to obtain once suicide cases started accumulating (I don't know how common it was before RTD/euthanasia research groups started looking into it but it must have been used by someone considering its toxicity was understood) and public pressure started mounting with all the exposés and lobbying. I don't know at what point, probably 2022 when standard companies started to implement restrictions.
 
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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
252
Yes it was trivial to obtain. It became harder to obtain once suicide cases started accumulating (I don't know how common it was before RTD/euthanasia research groups started looking unto it) and public pressure started mounting with all the exposés and lobbying. I don't know at what point, probably 2022 when standard companies started to implemented restrictions.
Thinking I really should've found this forum before 2022..
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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Exactly at what point did it become so hard to acquire SN?
Literally cannot seem to find any legit source lol
People say it used to be available on Amazon, not sure how long ago
 
MelancholyMagic

MelancholyMagic

For my next trick, I will disappear
Dec 12, 2021
235
Amazon was selling SN up until 2022. I'm not sure why people used to buy it from niche retailors like K. Law, when at the time you could buy pounds of it on Amazon for a trivial price. (Perhaps I'm missing something here; if I am, please let me know.)
 
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heydude56

Experienced
Aug 13, 2025
252
Amazon was selling SN up until 2022. I'm not sure why people used to buy it from niche retailors like K. Law, when at the time you could buy pounds of it on Amazon for a trivial price. (Perhaps I'm missing something here; if I am, please let me know.)
Could be because of difficulties with international shipping or something like that? Just my guess
 
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SeekingSerenity

Just another lost soul looking for answers
May 20, 2020
176
Amazon was selling SN up until 2022. I'm not sure why people used to buy it from niche retailors like K. Law, when at the time you could buy pounds of it on Amazon for a trivial price. (Perhaps I'm missing something here; if I am, please let me know.)
If I remember correctly, sn on Amazon was taken down before IC so that's why people used him until he got arrested.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,344
yes in 2018 and 2019 countless SN sources.

Nembutal sources in the PPH for at least 15 years imo. also an extremely reliable Nembutal source N from D up till early 2022 . but he was also called A .
 
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TealBunny

TealBunny

Member
Aug 11, 2025
22
mann thats such a disappointment, I was excited to order SN to have a easy way out just in case. I'll probably keep looking since im in the USA, hoping to stumble on a still working link lmao
 

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