Two years ago, I thought I was going through the darkest period of my life, which I overcame thanks to changes that made me believe it would all be easy from then on. Now here I am again, I find myself having to make a radical change without knowing exactly what will become of me. Since I was little, I've always gone along with other people's choices, and right now I'm wondering whether I should go along with them or force myself to decide which path to take. The problem is that I don't like living long enough, and I don't feel strong or courageous enough to do so, so my choice once again falls to looking for a way to end my life. Two years ago, I bought some SN, but I opened it out of curiosity and never knew if it was actually good enough, nor did I know how to use it. Now I'm here again, desperately searching for the substance to end a life of suffering.
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Angelic
- May 10, 2025
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welcome back,
I am sorry for your suffering,
I hope you can find some peace
Thank youwelcome back,
I am sorry for your suffering,
I hope you can find some peace
Lamentice
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- Mar 27, 2023
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Than youSorry you're at that crossroads I hope the community brings some comfort
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