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Tyra

Tyra

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Jul 22, 2026
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So SN synthesis looks very easy.

Nembutal looks hard but doable. With Nembutal I would need to buy a couple chemicals online which is kind of suspicious but I think I would get a PO Box so my parents wouldn't find out. I don't know how suspicious the packages are to be honest.

I'd have to buy some chemistry equipment (I have a lot of money, only problem is I need to be stealthy).

With SN synthesis I literally don't have to buy anything online. Just some stuff from stores. Don't need any chemistry equipment.

SN synthesis is more straight forward and I can easily test if I did it correct.

However with Nembutal it seems more peaceful.

I would be fine with SN but I am afraid it'll feel like I'm suffocating and I can't breath, that really scares me.

But I don't know if this is a real concern or not, some people say that they didn't feel suffocated some people say they did.
 
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Jul 16, 2026
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So SN synthesis looks very easy.

Nembutal looks hard but doable. With Nembutal I would need to buy a couple chemicals online which is kind of suspicious but I think I would get a PO Box so my parents wouldn't find out. I don't know how suspicious the packages are to be honest.

I'd have to buy some chemistry equipment (I have a lot of money, only problem is I need to be stealthy).

With SN synthesis I literally don't have to buy anything online. Just some stuff from stores. Don't need any chemistry equipment.

SN synthesis is more straight forward and I can easily test if I did it correct.

However with Nembutal it seems more peaceful.

I would be fine with SN but I am afraid it'll feel like I'm suffocating and I can't breath, that really scares me.

But I don't know if this is a real concern or not, some people say that they didn't feel suffocated some people say they did.
how do you plan to synthesized SN, as in what process would you take? curious :3
 
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hdead

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Jun 2, 2026
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So SN synthesis looks very easy.

Nembutal looks hard but doable. With Nembutal I would need to buy a couple chemicals online which is kind of suspicious but I think I would get a PO Box so my parents wouldn't find out. I don't know how suspicious the packages are to be honest.

I'd have to buy some chemistry equipment (I have a lot of money, only problem is I need to be stealthy).

With SN synthesis I literally don't have to buy anything online. Just some stuff from stores. Don't need any chemistry equipment.

SN synthesis is more straight forward and I can easily test if I did it correct.

However with Nembutal it seems more peaceful.

I would be fine with SN but I am afraid it'll feel like I'm suffocating and I can't breath, that really scares me.

But I don't know if this is a real concern or not, some people say that they didn't feel suffocated some people say they did.
Yo if you're ever able to synthesize N hit me up.

As for the SN, if you follow the protocol and use benzos the air hunger should not be a problem - however, everybody's biology is a bit different so there's never any guarantee.
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
188
Yo if you're ever able to synthesize N hit me up.

As for the SN, if you follow the protocol and use benzos the air hunger should not be a problem - however, everybody's biology is a bit different so there's never any guarantee.
N synthesis seems like a lot more steps and more random chemicals you have to by.

I'm not a chemistry person. But looking at the equipment for fractional distillation and vacuum distillation kinda scares me away from it.

Also need all these chemicals:
-Sodium methoxide solution (29% w/w in methanol)
-Ethyl acetate
-Urea
-Ethyl-(1-methylbutyl) malonic acid diethyl ester
-Hydrochloric acid
-Activated carbon
-Ethanol

I don't even know the availability of all these chemicals too.

is it even worth it at that point… when making SN is 100x easier…
 
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cantthinkofusername

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Feb 25, 2024
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There's no reason to synthesize nembutal, you can do it if you want, but it's going to be fucking hard unless you're a trained chemist, just don't bother. Nembutal is treated like a magic holy grail way to die but it's so inaccessible now there's no point just use opiates or GHB or like anything else.

Synthesizing SN is also silly I think. just buy potassium nitrite it's a lot easier to find if you can't find SN, or like DM 30 people that bought SN and one of them will certainly tell you where they got it from.
 
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Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
188
There's no reason to synthesize nembutal, you can do it if you want, but it's going to be fucking hard unless you're a trained chemist, just don't bother. Nembutal is treated like a magic holy grail way to die but it's so inaccessible now there's no point just use opiates or GHB or like anything else.

Synthesizing SN is also silly I think. just buy potassium nitrite it's a lot easier to find if you can't find SN, or like DM 30 people that bought SN and one of them will certainly tell you where they got it from.

SN synthesis is really easy. The only things I need to buy is a mortar and pestle, hot plate, and then a small toaster oven. The rest of the stuff I have like mason jars, glass dish.

I also only need to buy 2 powders and they are easily on Amazon. And then a couple of other things I just buy at the store.

It's time consuming tho but whatever.

I'm not going to buy SN because the whole process seems intimidating to me. Messaging sellers and asking them to mislabel… idk just seems too sketchy and difficult.

I'm just too afraid of getting caught buying it.
 
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Valhala

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Jul 30, 2024
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How to synthesize N (Pentobarbitol) at home, is it even possible? What is needed for the process?
 
Tyra

Tyra

Pic is from Shawshank Redemption after he escaped.
Jul 22, 2026
188
How to synthesize N (Pentobarbitol) at home, is it even possible? What is needed for the process?
It's not possible to be honest. Way too complicated and too much equipment.
 
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