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Jul 22, 2026
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So SN synthesis looks very easy.

Nembutal looks hard but doable. With Nembutal I would need to buy a couple chemicals online which is kind of suspicious but I think I would get a PO Box so my parents wouldn't find out. I don't know how suspicious the packages are to be honest.

I'd have to buy some chemistry equipment (I have a lot of money, only problem is I need to be stealthy).

With SN synthesis I literally don't have to buy anything online. Just some stuff from stores. Don't need any chemistry equipment.

SN synthesis is more straight forward and I can easily test if I did it correct.

However with Nembutal it seems more peaceful.

I would be fine with SN but I am afraid it'll feel like I'm suffocating and I can't breath, that really scares me.

But I don't know if this is a real concern or not, some people say that they didn't feel suffocated some people say they did.
 

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