Help Want to die in a beautiful way...

[kaixxnai]

I know a thread ago I said I was going with SWB. But I've thought about it, and another wish I have is to go out in a beautiful way. A story worth death. Something as an stab wound or full suspension hanging could meet the criteria. For the body to remain intact. A common method, one oftenly used... something like that. I know this can be seen unnecessary as what one wants to achieve with CTB is to just leave. But this is my last wish. I want to imagine my uncoming death and smile.

 

[FuneralCry]

To me dying would only be beautiful with as a method as peaceful as Nembutal, I see so much beauty in drifting off into a peaceful eternal sleep. But to me what is truly beautiful is the thought of not existing forever and being completely unaware of existence, I see so much beauty in being unable to suffer.

 

[Rumi]

I know a thread ago I said I was going with SWB. But I've thought about it, and another wish I have is to go out in a beautiful way. A story worth death. Something as an stab wound or full suspension hanging could meet the criteria. For the body to remain intact. A common method, one oftenly used... something like that. I know this can be seen unnecessary as what one wants to achieve with CTB is to just leave. But this is my last wish. I want to imagine my uncoming death and smile.

I don't think hanging are cutting really make for much of a good story; hanging isn't a particularly romantic method, in that it leaves a horrible sight for whoever discovers the body. As for cutting or stabbing, it is both painful and unreliable. Not a great way to end your life.

I understand though. I once became fixated on a method that, deep down, I knew was ineffective, just because of how right it felt. No other reason. But I have come to realise that suicide can never be romantacised in that way.

You should choose a method based on how effective, peaceful and dignified it is. Choosing a method for sentimental reasons will never end well.